Over The Years I've Slowly Noticed Things, But In The Recent Months More Things Have Made More Sense To Me. I'm Completely Lost No Matter How Much it Seems That I Know What I'm Doing, Saying, Or Thinking. Things Aren't Supposed To Make Sense. There's No Exact Piece That's Needed For This Jigsaw Puzzle That's Called Life. Things Fit Where You Can Make Them Fit. No One Said Things Have To Be Perfect For Things To Go Right. I've Been Kinda Condemned By This Saying That I Say. "Shit Happens"...It's Very True, But To Each Own It Has A Different Meaning. That Saying Is Basically My Whole Life Summed Up Into Two Words. I May Be Too Much Of The Person Who Accepts Things As They Come. Don't Get Me Wrong Though, I'll Fight Against What I Refuse To Accept. Although "Shit Happens", It Doesn't Mean I Just Take Shit From Anyone. I'm Not The Kind To Give In So Easily To What Has Been Said Or Done. Accepting Things As They Come Isn't The Easiest Thing To Do. I've Made Mistakes, Some Are The Worse Ones I've Made In My Life. You Gotta Learn Though, Right? This May Not Make Sense To Many Or Probably Anyone, But To Me It's A Realization. The Realization Of That You Can't Understand What Wasn't Meant To Be Understood. I Used To Try To Make Up Excuses For Shit That Has Happened. It Seemed Liked A Reasonable Thing To Do, Except That An Excuse Is Useless When Trying To Explain Something That I Didn't Even Understand. I'm A Pretty Vague Person, So I'm Hard To Understand As Is. I Never Got Why Things Happened To Me Or Others. I Questioned Things That Were Questioned By So Many People Searching For The Same Answer As I. I Just Went Along With "Shit Happens", Why? Because Shit Happens... It's As Simple As That But It's So Simple That It's Misunderstood. The Answer Is Always There... You Just Don't Understand It. Accept It. Easy As That, Isn't It? Just Accepting Something That You Can't Even Comprehend Is Pretty Crazy In My Opinion, But Yet I Do It. I Have No Idea What I'm Getting Myself Into When I Just Accept It. Becoming Myself Wasn't What I Thought Of As A Kid. I Wanted To Be All Kinds Of Things When I Was Younger. I Had Dreams Of Doing Things, But Things Change Over Time. Time Helps Create You. It Changes Things And You Change With It, Just Like Dreams. I Found Out Over Time That I'm The Kind Of Person Who Picks Something And Sticks With It. Once I Knew What I Wanted Nothing Could Stop Me. At The Time The Whole "Shit Happens" Thing Didn't Really Exist, So I Did What I Wanted No Matter What Happened. See? You Don't Get It Maybe But Here.... "Shit Happens" But Who Said It's Supposed To Keep You From What You Want. I Try To Defy What Others See As Something That Can't Be Defied. I Believe Anything Can Happen, Therefore I Believe That "Shit Happens". It Seems Like Bad Wording For Certain Situations, It's What You Take It As Tho. I Don't Always Like Living By The Rules That People Have Put Up To Make It Seem Like They Have To Be The Person That They Are. I've Been Pretty Open Minded For A While And I Notice A Lot. I Notice A Lot About Myself, People, Surrounding And Everything. I've Never Been Much A Person For Words Since I'm Not Good At Using Them, But I Always Try To Get People To See My Point Of View Through Words... Words That I'm Out Of.