Soulful mixin n scracthin accelerates thier LOVE
Silently,
He smiles to himself,
As he thinks of her,
Sitting alone in her kitchen,
Sipping coffee.
She thinks of him too,
But little does he know it.
Shamefully,
Both pass each other every day,
Without passing on the knowledge,
Of their inwardly turned love.
Time and time again it happens,
For who has the courage to say it first,
Or do they just enjoy,
Their secret love affair.

damn somone loves me...its been a roller coaster of 11 weeks.. but thank you whoever reactivatede my acct... Love ya lots

My weekend was awesome!! It was a double-Fire of energizing music,and drawing ... both passionate/playful!! Evryone there was great!! i got to witness & appreciate th sense of adventure of the evening. LOVE was ever present , ... I appreciate evryone’s generosity and enthusiasm. Noww, it's my time to spend money and tr...y to organize my life ... to continue to sizzle on the turntables.
becuz of this busy weekend I am looking at buyin myself this expensive DJ sftware: Serato that will have me rise to the next level ... i am open to generous contributions, to my commitment to entertaining you all thru my Deejaying. And in the meantime.. i am gnna get some rest.. i have lots of homewrk to do...(blegh..)

oh what a trip,... THis Is LIFE....LOVE showed up, & keeps showing up everywhere... which was good while it lasted, even wth the girl i like, she is like so effin cute n difficult. But i think the hardest thing was to realize, more n more... that she wasn't for me... what a fuckin let down. i just lookin for something tht wasnt there ...
I anm gnna kick ass this quarter, let everthing come to me effortlessly; Love, Money, great Health, cute ass girls, gnna take successful action in my career opportiunities: Deejaying, Graphic arts/3D Design, Being the Transformational Zen Buddhist...just for fun

She is one of many that i attract, but This Girl i like, her So seductive skills are legendary with a sensuality that is more deadly than any golden gun. A killer innocent smile with hypnotic mesmerizing eyes, she draws my very soul to the brink of my Deejaying melodic orgasm. She is worth more than the entire gold population on this planet. She is amazing! Ifthat gorgeous lil thing wants me to be hers, i shall surrender, upon her lightest touch, because it commands soo much from me. All she has to do is playfully ask me to be hers...

i just have to vent or communicate: I am kinda fed up wiith things are goin, fuckin had enough ... and i am gnna experiment/play with askin, requesting boldly, puttin my ass on the line... iam gnna just unleash what i have been holding back... because i want to impress that certain girl. I am just tired.. i am gnna be myself... I am gnna do more than what i let on.

I am gnna BE myself=DJ, pin up art, & Transformational being of LOVE= Ask/Request/Play where i hold back.. just for fun.. just to see what i can produce in the face of circumstances( that we all know holds us back and entertain)
i am already riskin it, but i want to turn up the heat... no more witholding...

i find myself ... just attracting people & things so effortlessly, but then i hold back just a lil.
Well no more... gnna just create what i want and need, ask for the impossible... be more than who i know myself to be

If ya Wanna get Dowwwwn
Current mood: awake
Category: Music
Music to Lift Your Soul

Sometimes it seems like there's nothing that can lift that shadow weighing on your Soul, especially when there's people reminding ya of how bad things are, -- until you hear that perfect bad ass song. Whether it's the lyrics n rhyme, beat, melody, or tune, or combination of all, the restorative benefits/powers of MUSIC IS Astonishing/Mesmerizing. You find it out,THE LOVE, just to Be "IN" the Moment of that Music that soothes their soul and refreshes their spirits... has you shake away the thing on your mind.... So Go for it... have it all.. Create your Day.... Turn it UP, Real Loud(as loud as the situation permits or not, just risk it, dammit).. for at least 10 to 15 minutes of just fuckin loud fun... see how that impacts and transforms your day... who knows what miracles you can create... from your MUSIC. Fo Shizzle ...You can be rocckin them BEATZ!!! BOOM, BOOOOM, POW(use your imagination, it has NO Limitz)
Put Your Handz up In the Airrrr.., Put Your Handz up In the Airrrr.. , Put Your Handz up In the Airrrrrr!!!

just one of few sketches i have drawn lately... i am now willing to share this one ... i loved drawing it ... got commissioned by a local OH so charming model ... Vivianne aka Adrienne

Been doin lots of things that'll move me 4ward, DOIN WHAT I LOVE ... Been drawing a lot, practicing my 3D, ... been... and creatin my life ... regardless ... i'm gnna just move forward.. wth no bullshit get between me, and what "i" want in life... cuz ultimately... it's my life, my choices, and no one else's .. i love what i do:my music/DJ, my successful commissioned Tattoo PinUp art, how i create the miraculous, by listening first then manifesting the miraculous by merely communicating it ... even if haters/the clueless /negative nancies , do what they do best, damn those people suck... ... and miss out on thier own life's miraculous moments, cuz they're too so focused on hating ... it's just sad/pathetic . U can lead a horse to water, but it doesn't mean that horse will get a fuckin clue, and cut out the bullshit.. with it's shotty outlook on life. Fuckin amazing... not in a good way either.

I am removing myself from that kind of situation. I have bigger and better things to attend to.. i need my room to breathe & create exactly what i want, to make things move miraculously , where they have not been moving.... & i am not holding back, no permission or approval, no apologizing, or stopping to smooth things out with unconcious haterz ....that don't have the ability to listen/never listened/ might never ever listen or be contributed to... it's my life Dammit. I'll just leave haterz.. . amazed and stuck in their own self created mess.

i doon't know how i am gnna do it.. but i must create the miraculous .. this weeeknd.. LOve Freedom, n Passion... free from any constraints of the past...

(more to follow)

just some different that i was workin on since along time ago... tell me if you LIKE.. or just gimme gimme gimme some loving