lately been draggin ass... i am sort of just being lazzzeee... my allergies are actin up ... (but i am gettin interested in paintin)..i feel like i am a crossroads or somethin...i am like questioning things..
And still i march forward, ... fuckin riskin it. this month has been good to me.. and i would love to see it get better. I need more, i want more.. and i don't intend to apologize or slow down for anyone... because it serves no one, if i do that . I have to shine as bright as i want to... of course sometimes i like to hide... but i have my reasons why. All i need is some chica or chicas to understand me... and I will do more to return the favor. I will make great things happen for those who assist and are there for me. No question

Life is like so full of surprises.. I'm tellin ya ... i am attractin what i need and more .. sometimes i don't know what to say to these opportunities. But keep them comin.
I have been drawin a new face.. this girl has some quality that i cannot define... i just know she is having me shine brighter than i have shined before. I like how i feel around her sometimes, and others.. i feel i need to focus on wht i want. i don't even know how to adress it, we need to talk about it somehow, or just show some trust and emotion. All i know is that we both shine.. bright.... it scares me,throws my health off, excites me, inspires me... hell i am always ineterested in what will happen next. I am just gnna keep following my intuitive nature and see where it leads,... so i can learn to harness this energy between us. and maybe create someting for the both of us... something we both want. But for now i am jus gnna sketch this beauty... and create the miracles... evryone can use.
i will post somethin.. maybe this week... just a local customer... who really loves my stff.

Mixin @ Devious Wigs -FiRST Friday was AWESOME... SO MUCH LOVE WAS PRESENT... LOTS, UPON LOTS.... it has been a rollercoatser of a weekend (my cat got hit by a car, and we were like so worried he would die on us, but this lil fucker ... has like nine lives, just like me...miraculously recovering)... i'll keep writin more soon.. just to journal my miraculous experience this last weekend.... just when ya think... my eyes are opened again... and present to that all encompassin magic of LOVE, that shows up ....

This is what i wrote to all the people i invited :
Both days ... i wuz Deejayin miraculously awesome ... i went well above and beyond what i knew what i could do... i even had people dancing oout in the street and sidewalk as they passed and saw me mixing in the (window shoppers) store window... and we also raised quite a few dollars for Breast Cancer bakesale fundraiser they were havin.... And then the next day @ Drawn to Comics's Free comic book day,i had people .. dancing in line as they waked around and shopped and waited in line to make thier purchases... i was droppin the nuthin but 80's Funk-a-licioous grooves both days were amazin and it wore me out! I was playin a bad azzz... mix of 80's Electro/remixed dance music
So thank you all who showed up and those who intended with me to make this happen.. i defenitely felt the Love and magic... and i made everyone else feel it also ... thru my music, mixing, and dancing...
Now i'm gnna mix me a mixtape, finish up a drawing(my labor of LOVE, maybe i will post it )... if i get around to it... i'll just load up on some Mt. Dew, Starbux, and Redbull ... then sleep 4 days...
oh and i got a fortune .. from my order of chinese food today.. it said, " i will be lucky in LOVE" which is pretty much always... but let see if something wonderfully unexpected drops onto my lap... some grgeously sft chica wth beautifully seductive crvy hips,seductive eyes, *sigh* .... somethin like the chicas on SG... i'm hopin and creatin that miracle to manifest itself. Then maybe that fortune can develop into something more ... something wonderful and intimate.... I'm open to it... we'll see

love is in the air...
now i gotta finsh my homewrk
kay .. laterz.. LOve ya
Ish369 aka DJ Fuzion

Mixin @ Devious Wigs -FiRST Friday was AWESOME... SO MUCH LOVE WAS PRESENT... LOTS, UPON LOTS.... it has been a rollercoatser of a weekend... i'll write more soon.. just to journal my miraculous experience this weekend.... just when ya think... my eyes are opened again... and present to that all encompassin magic of LOVE shows up ....

Yo!!! haven't done much of anything.. school has got me so freakin stressed out.... but i'm relentlessly drawin/skecthin like there's NO 2morrow ... and I have a few disctractions here and there... Damn, i need to focus... but Love is ever present ... or should i say... i am generating/shining that LOVE.. and it's comin right at me ... keepin me on my toes... i'm tellin ya ... i dunno how i do it .... i just gnna Laugh, Love, and keep unleashin that Magick.... in "SPINS N REVOLUTIONS, BABE .. SPIRALS N TURNS"
I'm deejayin a good size Birthday party this saturday, and at 2 events(next weekend) .. in the first week of may back 2 back.. which ic such a huge deal... one is for a First Friday Art event:hey also .. wanted to let ya know ... I will be deejayin at this First Friday ---
ShopDevious.com Beauty Lounge & Boutique

1229 NW Grand Ave

Phoenix, AZ 85007

Hours: w-f 11:30-8pm & sat 11-5pm

myspace/shopdevious

, and the other is for DRAWN TO COMICS, a well known Comic book store in dwntown Glendale, AZ which shoulod be an awesome weekend.... i am gnna unleash a bad ass B-Boy mix..... i"m tellin ya... just U watch
The gloves are off now.... gnna make the miraculous happen for me, and those in my llife I choose to shine for .. goin with the flow and gna shine as bright as the sun to have everyone have a sexy time to my mixin and presence.... it'll all come, and manifest itself to me .. I am that LOVE... I attract exactly what i need... and more

one of my friends posted this on myspace... so i am just sharing this.. kinda funny & it had to be adressed

I just got up... and i'm responding to a post someone made... if you care to read it .. i will post it ... on here... take whatever value you can from this

Here's the post i responded to... read it if you want to :

Taceh T posted:

Why is it when someone gets a boyfriend or girlfriend people of the other sex stops talking to you.. was it an attempt to try to get some? or is it just a natural cause of selection you are more popular when single?



if you answer ... honest answers please no bs its not as fun!!!



Ish369 (Fuzion) responded like this:

mmm .. good question ... yeah .. using my 6th sense or my Spidey sense.. everyone is goin thru something(challenges we all face)... and so we/everyone... are all searching for someone or something..... all that ... to quiet... the SEarch or the suffering(as i like to call it),

and you were appealing to them at that time ... so you can look at it as a selfish thing on thier part( Which might be accurate, cuz we all have a selfish interst in everything we choose, regardless , if we admit it or not)....

So you could be... honored that you shine bright enough that pple come to you for the.. answers.. or the insight.. or just someone that holds the space to listen .. and provide ... that something ... that pple gravitate to..... that pple look for.... It could be that they are looking for companionship, could be a variety of things... who knows unless you ask...

I seem to run into this situation .. alot... for me personally.. i contribute to them.... what they need.. mostly in the communication(because thats where most of all relationships exist anyways)... and then, they now choose to keep up the communication or not ...



Evryone , including me... is in the building process.. and i must confess that i am quite impatient... but i am still gathering myself... to Unleash.. and create What i want... kinda leads to why i posted.. THE DOORS on mY Flash Mixtape.. these crazee DOORS guys put out some insightful fun music... Break ON THRU!!! Is what we are ll looking for.... that big Pay off.. for all the searching... or work... we have been putting our time and Energy into ...

BREAKING ON THRU ... the limits that i experience (physical pain, or mental stressful pain .. that can show up as disatisfaction of efforts that didn't turn out the way i had planned them to) ... on a daily basis... but i am not gnna have it ... deter me ... I KNOW THat I am MORE THAN... this... i feel it.. I KNOW SO ...

IF YOU LET YOURSELF SHINE... YOU ALLOW OTHERS TO SHINE AS WELL...





YOU have something to contributre to pple... it's up to you... to choose how give or contribute that person, in that specific space and time... it's not to feed into your ego... it's more like an honor... a privelege ... to OWN... OWN your own POWER... because .. Really what you say and do.. matters... nothing to believe... JUST DISCOVER....

just consider it



ok Ish369 = DJ Fuzion OUT!!!(wikki wikki) whut Whuuuuut!!!

Deeejaying this weekend.... gawd i hope that i do well, mixing impeccably, everyone participates, lots of couples, single available beautiful people... show some orgiastic LOVE with me and with Mighty Cup coffee shop ... show up n have fun, and i have an awesome weekend makin love with my music, my being, my light... generatin fun... Being >>>> "I am LOVE" (Bhuddist magic trick) creating the love .. in the air, in everyone's ear... eargasms of Love mixin... Erotic City.. is gnna be the theme of my weekend... spinnin and being with who ever i want to be with... but what happens in vegas .. stays in vegas ... tee hee...

LOve this track ... it's on my myspace page ... describes how i feel ... i'm just in the space of LOVE ... it's my driving inspiration...
I'll use that and inject that intoxicating feelin it into my mix ...... I am LOVE ...(also cuz my Moms is in the hospital, want her to be healthy & i have been staying at the hospital with her.... generating Love, Light n Healin for her to be happy/healthy, from today ...into the future .. cuz i love my family) Fo shizzle... YO!
Anyways back to this passionate track... Love it ... Listen to it, Be Inspired by it!!! My gift to you ... on Valentine's Day

CAFE NOIR - AKMUSIQUE
Tu me manques, Notre rêve d'amour, Je t'aime
Je prends mon café, il est encore chaud
Je mords dans l'orange, le jus sucré gicle dans ma bouche
Je bois une gorgée de café noir, comme le soleil, je regarde la mer
Je pense à toi et t'emporte dans mes rêves
Je regarde la mer, Tu me manques, Je regarde la mer

I miss you, Our dream of love, I love you
I take my coffee, it is still hot
I bite in the orange, the sweet juice gushes in my mouth
I drink a sip of black coffee, as the sun goes down, I look at the sea
I think of you and take you in my dreams
I look at the sea, I miss you, I look at the sea

Ish needs to post some of his latest art (corny how some people refer to themselves in the third-person).... some of which i made at PHx, Az Comicon... lots of weirdos .. but that was part of the fun... lots of trekkies, star wars geeks, and your truly... just enjoying the mad festivites of geekdom... LMAO ... AREN'T YOU JEALOUS ...
Next is the anime con, tattoo fest, sci fi con, and the San Diego comicon...ooooohhh... Road TRiiip!!! ok who's driving first..?? Load up on Mountain dew, and Red bull... Woo HOOO...

"that's all i got ta say 'bout dat!!
-- Forest Gump

I'm scheduling new DJ gigs... re-registering into a school.. i'm not even sure i'll like...drawings lots & lots.. here's oneof mine i had time to put together... and i'm lookin for a certain chica .. to be with...I'm flexible... we'll see what happpens,... Will she corrupt Me or Enlighten Me, ...either way.... All i Want is LOVE..... but in the meantime.. let me know what ya think about this piece... gimme some feedback...or just gimme , gimme , gimme some lovin

Be There to see me Tear up some beats ... or until somebody calls the cops, & even then i'll start again ... pretend like nothin happened

This month & the next year of '09, is gnna be interestin... i have like an event on my birthday.. can't wait... it should "Off da hook", & a couple of Sound Engineering opportunities ... doin it for the LOVE of it , to get more job leads ... and also plannin to finish up my sketch book of erotica, in time for the Comicon, in January, sending in some samples to compete for a contest in Detroit... as well as tryin to get back into school, & finish up my Degree in "Animation n Graphic design" , sux, although i want to finish up .. do something with the skills i have... i know i can hook it up.. all i need is to learn, this Graphic Designs stff,...and i'll hook it up.... i wish i had a personl tutor .. most of this is just being True to myself... I am gnna do what i LOve .... Be,DO, Have .. what i want... Love as much as I want....I am unleashin my Intuitive Kung Fu, regardless of what people think i should "Be".. the Time is Now , I Am this Moment, I am Love .. & that is what is workin extremely well for me.. it has no limits ... i am makin a break for it This is what sets me FREE