Member: ish369

ish369 I think I'm a lil bit... in love wth You...just a lil..i Do it Por Amor

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AUGUST 27, 2009 @ 02:31 AM


i just have to vent or communicate: I am kinda fed up wiith things are goin, fuckin had enough ... and i am gnna experiment/play with askin, requesting boldly, puttin my ass on the line... iam gnna just unleash what i have been holding back... because i want to impress that certain girl. I am just tired.. i am gnna be myself... I am gnna do more than what i let on.

I am gnna BE myself=DJ, pin up art, & Transformational being of LOVE= Ask/Request/Play where i hold back.. just for fun.. just to see what i can produce in the face of circumstances( that we all know holds us back and entertain)
i am already riskin it, but i want to turn up the heat... no more witholding...

i find myself ... just attracting people & things so effortlessly, but then i hold back just a lil.
Well no more... gnna just create what i want and need, ask for the impossible... be more than who i know myself to be
biggrin love biggrin love
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ish369

ish369

Phoenix, AZ
March 2004

AUG 27, 2009 09:56 PM

love this quote :
"Thoughts of question and wonder- the true beauty of doing nothing- are like hungry kisses, electric huggin caresses, clasping us together, your soft cheek to my cheek.... sweet with life and experience, our world as our lover, and bring us great joy, great creative energy, and impregnate us with inspiration and greatness."

ish369

ish369

Phoenix, AZ
March 2004

SEP 06, 2009 11:28 AM

Everything is on track .. i am attracting the things i need... even askin for what i need is effortless... i'm gnna keep it unraveling...
I am gnna Keep generating the LOVE .. because it's makin good shit happen, for me. biggrin biggrin biggrin love love love biggrin

ish369

ish369

Phoenix, AZ
March 2004

SEP 08, 2009 02:56 AM


i love the way she makes me feel. I love the way she smiles, always brings a cheesy smile to my face. i love her sudden moods, her attitude ... her disapproval of trivial things. I love how she gets a lil jealous, when a girl talks to me. i love how smart and beautiful she is. i love that she's full of LIFE, always laugh or finding somethin funny to say. She confuses me, reminds me of what LOVE could be, keeps ME hoping to see her another day. I love her own unique sense of fashionista style. I love the compassionate way she is. I love how she dreams big. I love that she likes, or may love me. I love that she gets mad at me.. and hesitates to tell me, although, i wish she would just talk about it, i have rooom enough to hear her out... thats how much i appreciate her. I love that she shines so brightly & she makes me happy. I love how she affects me. i love that i am lucky to have bumped into her. I love her fair skin,her hips, i love her hair, any which way she styles it. I love the way she talks to me. I love the way she hugs me... and when we both long to hug each other goodbye. I love the frustratin tension between us. I love that she wants to make the first move, and she should. I love that she walks, and i watch that cute booty, walk quickly across the room. I love her delicate curves. Sometimes i even love the way she gets dramatic about things. I love how we have different tastes in movies n music. I love how gutsy she is. These are just a few things about her ... that i LOVE. I love how i sometimes lose my cool around her. I love how i miss her. I love how she loves me for who i am, & doesn't try to change me.
love biggrin love biggrin love

ish369

ish369

Phoenix, AZ
March 2004

SEP 13, 2009 11:23 AM

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es la Luna que Illumina mi Corazon .. damn she's so adorable... I'll be hers if she wants me to Be hers... love biggrin All she's has to do is ask, & i will surrender.

Klaine

Klaine

HOPEFUL

I'm lost

SEP 13, 2009 08:05 PM

Hey!!!

Thanks for the add!!

Mua Mua


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ish369

ish369

Phoenix, AZ
March 2004

OCT 05, 2009 09:39 PM

I Rocked & Deejayed that event, It was hard, and they loved it!!! And nowi am healin from all the stress, slowin down, and still creating LOVE in the face of uncertainty. I am letting go of it all, so i can heal, and excepting whatever love shows up for me. Whatever cutee shows up,(in the space of being LOVE) & If she loves me , i will deal with myself, & give in. In spite of the uncertainty of it all. I will move forward and except this LOVE, because i want it. Also So i can move forward

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