I'm insane. I know this. Completely and utterly.
I'm up way too late, I have class in a few hours. But I'm elated. It was worth it. Right?
Dani is jealous, enough to where its hurting our friendship. What can I do? Should I stop? Should I forsake myself and my own happiness to appease so close a friend? What if I lose Dani out of all of this and gain nothing. Was it worth it?
But tonight I don't care.
She said it.
Those words. To me. She said them.
"Love you."
And I embraced the wild insanity that was life. I fell, I went with it. Not even a week known, and I replied the only way that made sense to me.
"I love you too."
It can't be this simple can it? Have I truly lost my mind as I am sure I might have?
And what of him?
Too many questions. Time to go lay down and see if sleep can claim my reeling mind.
Goodnight to you. <3
-JC
I'm up way too late, I have class in a few hours. But I'm elated. It was worth it. Right?
Dani is jealous, enough to where its hurting our friendship. What can I do? Should I stop? Should I forsake myself and my own happiness to appease so close a friend? What if I lose Dani out of all of this and gain nothing. Was it worth it?
But tonight I don't care.
She said it.
Those words. To me. She said them.
"Love you."
And I embraced the wild insanity that was life. I fell, I went with it. Not even a week known, and I replied the only way that made sense to me.
"I love you too."
It can't be this simple can it? Have I truly lost my mind as I am sure I might have?
And what of him?
Too many questions. Time to go lay down and see if sleep can claim my reeling mind.
Goodnight to you. <3
-JC