man o man, I havent written in quite some time. It seems my schedule just doesnt fit sitting down in front of the computer anymore. I've probably missed some great sets and interesting tidbits about all of your lives. So a little bit about what I've been doing, I met a girl and we went on a few dates. It was fun, but I had to break it off. See she lied to me in a pretty big way. And you know I always hear about the trend of men dating women younger than their own age but I'm here to say I do not want to follow that trend at all. She was younger than me (19 am I a weirdo?) but at first presented herself to be pretty mature. But after a few dates it seemed liked I was supporting her more than going out with her. "Buy me some cigarettes please" "Could I get my nails done?" and sure I will treat a lady to things when I can but she didnt seem to understand, I cant ALWAYS do so. But I've broken it off before it got anywhere really serious and now just a lesson learned. Oh well

I bought the Motorola Android, and this thing is the shit!! I love it, and surfin the web on it is a lot easier than i thought it'd be. But here in a few days I should have my new house set up and internet goin so I'll be back around. I'm borrowing my buddy's internet right now and he doesnt mind because I showed him some of the pictures....

So I made it back from Iraq, safe and sound and not a minute too soon. It was pretty good year, made some pretty good business contacts, lost some weight and got promoted. But man...I fucking hate that place and I hope we don't go back. Posted a new album, go check it out and tell me what you think

I bought a new camera. A Canon PowerShot SX120 IS. I read some pretty good reviews on it and I wanted to get a high end compact before I spent mad money on a DSLR. Anyhoo..





And yes...I'm a furry beast.



Any suggestions on how to better use the focus? It seems like the auto focus is not so great but then again i am taking pictures of myself hah. In a few days I'm gonna see about going to get some shots of the palaces around here. More to follow...

God bless the internet. Some of you got those links I sent out. Without the internet...those cinematic masterpieces would have never been brought to my attention.Chocolate rain boy would just have a breathing issue. Tourettes guy would have never pissed so many people off. What an age we live in huh?

For the past 6 or 7 months, at least once a month, I get this song stuck in my head




I dont hear it in a movie, and it's not on my zune library, it just pops in there.

Switching tracks now, you know ever since I hit pubes (a year ago) I've dreamed of that magical night. That night where the hot chick that's normally wearing sweatpants with words on the ass is on top of the bar in a pixie costume rubbing glitter on people's faces from her breasts. That night where dildos are expected to be in public, because damned if they're not hilarious. If someone walked into the bar with a leather apron soaked in what seems to be blood no one would bat an eye and of course, pirates can get punched in the face in a very realistic manner. That night is Halloween night of course, and since i've been "of age" to actually go to a cool party I've been in military training lockdown, Iraq, S. Korea where they didnt do shit or completely unprepared and was the only one at a costume party as myself. Not this year dammit!!! i've already picked out my costume and shoppin around to piece it together it's gonna be so badass. But the most important thing i have to google is how Texas law feels around airsoft/b.b. guns in establishments that serve alcohol.






America...FUCK YEA!!!!

So our friends from the south have given this world a fantastic candy called tamarindo. If you've never had it, it's Like a sugary red paste with a type of seed in it, delecious. What's great is it's sweet and sour, but it has a spicy kick to it. I've just discovered it and let me tell you I'm hooked. However, like all things from Mexico do not ingest and go exercise. Maybe it was just an off day for me in general, but it did not help at all I know that

I just heard the guy in the room next to me bust ass...

Fuck I hate Iraq

the air is cool and still from the dew still not burned off, the sun has just began to rise. winter is creeping closer and the harvest is starting back home. but you cant focus on home, that isnt your part in the tribe. you're the hunter, and you will need meat to smoke for the winter coming. the traps caught a few rabbits, they will be good for their skins, not so much meat. then you come across a buck, and damn he's a big one. you slow your breathing and steady yourself so you dont startle him. you pull your arrow, sight down it and hit him. when the weather hits bad, the jerky will tide you over until you can go back out. after a while you and your brothers collect all your catches and head back. it was a good day for a hunt and most everyone caught something. should you go down to the pond and wash up? pretty soon itll be too cold to bathe again for a while, so might as well. the rest of the day is spent skinning and cutting the meat to be cured, and then skin tanned, then bones sharpened to use for new traps. after a good days work the bonfire is lit and that good homegrown mary jane is passed around.


::sigh:: this what i daydream of when i go to sleep. i'm so tired of it. that annoying alarm, apparently designed to piss you off enough to wake up, means its time again. scrape razor across face. notice those bags under your eyes and hope that just fades when you wake up some more. go to work, manage the day by letting your mind escape while you perform the same tasks you always do. it's such repetition focus and attention arent really required. back at home. the new heroes is on tonight, and that's all youve been waiting for all day.
why do we work jobs we hate to collect money for things we could make ourselves? do we really have it right? amish people are severly repressed, but you gotta give them this, they do things because it needs to be done to live. it's so simple like that. they dont buy the latest fashions so that cute girl across the bar might notice you (she does but you'll fuck that up anyhow). they dont get the bundle packages so they can get all the cable they'll never watch half of and a phone they never use. sometimes, i just want to collect as many "survival" books i can, migrate to canada, and make some clothes i can wear for years and see how to go about making a teepee, or just some sort of shelter. why canada? marijuana is why. but i need people. humans are pack animals as much as might not like it, and i'd need farmers while i hunt, or hunters while i farm i dont care. as long as i'm just...living. not making spreadsheets for convenient data presentation or reading labels for nutritional value, really living of the land.

who wants to be in my tribe? it'll probably be nudist. actually scratch that i'll be a nudist and i dont give a fuck what you are. i need people with a green thumb, and hopefully with weed. ive heard growing that shit is tough.

I can not believe what happened at Hood. I work down the street from where it happened. If I wasnt in Iraq.. I would have been right there. Jesus...