I feel like shit today...
I feel gross... unattractive... blah blah blah... I [strike]hate[/strike] LOATHE when I have these normal female days, etc., etc. There's no bloody reason why I should feel so yuck today... I've felt this way all day, though...
sadly enough? a few years ago? I'd have dragged out the webcam and attention-whored it a bit by taking too many bloody photos... nowadays? that doesn't make me feel any better...
but I should take more pictures... maybe I can find some fun pics to post here who knows...
in other news? more gaming tonight... accomplished jack & shyte at work today other than way too many catering deliveries & cutting up the damn chickens... yay butchery... sometimes? working with knives all day in a healthy way? is a godsend... har. har.
I'm always a little bit twisted... except when I'm not... time to go get some exercise
I feel gross... unattractive... blah blah blah... I [strike]hate[/strike] LOATHE when I have these normal female days, etc., etc. There's no bloody reason why I should feel so yuck today... I've felt this way all day, though...
sadly enough? a few years ago? I'd have dragged out the webcam and attention-whored it a bit by taking too many bloody photos... nowadays? that doesn't make me feel any better...
but I should take more pictures... maybe I can find some fun pics to post here who knows...
in other news? more gaming tonight... accomplished jack & shyte at work today other than way too many catering deliveries & cutting up the damn chickens... yay butchery... sometimes? working with knives all day in a healthy way? is a godsend... har. har.
I'm always a little bit twisted... except when I'm not... time to go get some exercise
I know what you mean about feeling unattractive and such. For me though it's the things people do and the things they're interested in that make them attractive. So you're already kicking ass in that department! I'm sure appearance-wise you're doing just fine as well
Hope you come back here soon..