i hate how everythings been going lately. everything shitty. im in need of a change. sometimes i wish i could just up and leave start all over. too bad there isnt like a reset button . lifes been flat our shitty. i need to get back on my anti depressants. hmmm i got this way last year only 50 times worse. i went thru a period were i wouldnt eat anything for a couple months and ended up losing like 30 lbs. i think the next time that happens it may kill me..........and this looks to be the start.....