Confusion does not sit well with me. It's either you know you want it or you don't. I can't wait patiently while my heart and all the love dies... I will let go completely if things don't get better.
Made it home safely. This pretty girl was waiting for me.
these were at the Denver airport
I want the bat one
these were at the Denver airport
I want the bat one
Time to pack up and get to the airport. My vacation is over. Time to step back into reality. Home can be so inviting and also a curse. Since my marriage ended i often get caught up feeling alone and worthless. I tried giving her everything and usually got nothing in return. I could only take it for so long. I didn't want it to end but I also didn't want to continue dying...
Last day in Colorado with my mom. Sigh. I miss her like all the time. I hope my visit here did her good. I know I needed to be here. She is the best. I strive to make her proud of me. Sometimes I fuck up but that's the way it goes. Live in the now...for tomorrow Isn't guaranteed.
Roadtripping to Colorado. Just my sister and I. Nothing but good times ahead. Been on the road for about 5 hours. I miss my mom...looking forward to seeing her. I hope to take lots o pics.
Without you...everything falls apart. Without you... It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces.
