Apathy

From when at work they said no to my request of work expectation (something like work vacation but without retribution) to go like volunteer in Palestine for 2 years i bacame first angry, than now indifferent to almost all things.

It's strange, i'm not feeling bad, but i don't feel anything to almost anyone

I don't even want random fuck and not only don't look for it, but i begin to reject it

It's like i'm in a lethargic state of mind and feeling