i've been really sick lately and the doctors can't figure it out. I've got puss filled nodules (doctors words... not mind) at the back of my throat, the oxygen in my blood is really low, my pulse is high, and I've got the chills.

I've been to the emergency room twice in the past 48 hours. The first time, I was feeling alright, I just thought my throat was closing and it was making me nervous. Zered was there to bring me in and they gave me drugs to make me sleepy. The nurse was nice.

Last night, however....

Z was out of town, and I was starting to feel really really sick. I was having an asthma attack and had just begun to have this horrible cough and runny nose. My body hurt so bad, and my stomach was starting to hurt, which made me nervous, because they thought I had mono, and I know that spleens can get injured and what not. I started to have a panic attack in the ER and couldn't stop crying. the lady assured me that the needle wouldn't hurt... BITCH, I know about needles. I have had big needles go through all different parts of my body. I'm not scared of needles, I'm freaking out cause I'm sick....


Alright, well, to finish up. I had around a pint of blood drawn for bloodwork AND tada, a spinal tap. That was seriously the most awful thing to happen to me ever. I was freaking out. Then, these bitchy unhelpful nurses just sent me out to go home. I was all wobbly and running into things and I puked in the garbage can by the secretaries. I spent 6 hours there, and don't remember hardly any of them. Gah.

so, what's new with YOU?

I am crazy nostalgic for the SG of 2 or 3 years ago.... this site is so slow now. I have tried it in Firefox and Safari... AND, I can never upload pictures.

Anyone have any tips?


I've been invited to go out to some place called Roh's or something by wheeler or warner or something... and to the Mad Frog... but I tell you what. A beer and America's Next Top Model sounds so good right now, I think I'm going to turn it down. Maybe some Curb your enthusiasm, and I could light up the hookah. That sounds nice.

I got a manicure, pedicure and mini massage today and that was..... well, is "fuckin' amazing" too strong of a phrase to use? Of course, I chip one of my nails like 5 minutes after it, but who cares. I got a back rub, and that was nice; hopefully, someone will come home soon and lick between my well manicured toes. I feel like a rich bitch... and frankly, it feels good.

I haven't updated in over 5 months..... To think, back between 2003 and 2005, I was all over on this site, and now, I only come to look at the news! How sad. But graduate school will take it straight out of you.

In other news, I really hope I'm not attracted to women... like... at all.... Because there is this really cute girl at school and I think I just want to be like her, rather than on top of her.

Alright, I'm going to post around and look at some hot boys to reaffirm my attraction to the penis.

Ciao!

I'm a stone cold thread killah.

Also, I've been having these weird side headaches for a few days. It feels like little bumpies just under my skin,.... gross.

Anyone reading this from the Cincy area? How ya doin? Don't you just love this place? If you are not from Cincy, do you love your place?!?!

Off to bed with a slice of bread.

Well, I joined SG in 2003 and was on the site for several years until the big fallout a few years back, and was zotted. I rejoined, and then quit for a year or so, and now I am back. I thought it was funny when my usual alias was "taken," because I think it's taken by me. We'll have to see.