Things are going well. Not much to write. Think I could use a dairy. Welcome to read it between editions or before eventual removal.
My right hand is semi paralyzed from the head of a screw (english..) punshing through my palm. Had a surgery the 21st. Hopefully it will get well now.
Work at warehouse. Felt awkward with the collegues due to anxiety and tourette's like outbursts. Now I'm done but they're holding on to my neurotic luggage. Can't blame them? Glad to be gone from there due to my dysfunctional hand. Will perhaps go back. Hopefully the next work will be somewhere else and even more social though.
Studying latin. Very nice grammar.
Started reading "I, Mengsk" about the Terran powercrazed emperor in Starcraft (the computer game/e-sport). Can motivate myself to read for a while. Like the book as well.
Watching documentaries on "kunskapskanalen" and rentinng a lot of movies.
OCD. Weak but persistent ideas about actions, choices and my state of mind. Some anxiety, alot of irritation.
Have worse anxiety now and then. Thinking it's related to missing SSRI or disrupting my schedual for when to take it.
Very bored. Almost want to go back into my psychological shit-hole.
Don't wan't to go to bed. Starred some 50ish songs on spotify. Recommendations from threads of diagnosed bipolar people and things like it. Listen to those through the night?
Written: 3:31AM in Sweden. Cya tomorrow.
My right hand is semi paralyzed from the head of a screw (english..) punshing through my palm. Had a surgery the 21st. Hopefully it will get well now.
Work at warehouse. Felt awkward with the collegues due to anxiety and tourette's like outbursts. Now I'm done but they're holding on to my neurotic luggage. Can't blame them? Glad to be gone from there due to my dysfunctional hand. Will perhaps go back. Hopefully the next work will be somewhere else and even more social though.
Studying latin. Very nice grammar.
Started reading "I, Mengsk" about the Terran powercrazed emperor in Starcraft (the computer game/e-sport). Can motivate myself to read for a while. Like the book as well.
Watching documentaries on "kunskapskanalen" and rentinng a lot of movies.
OCD. Weak but persistent ideas about actions, choices and my state of mind. Some anxiety, alot of irritation.
Have worse anxiety now and then. Thinking it's related to missing SSRI or disrupting my schedual for when to take it.
Very bored. Almost want to go back into my psychological shit-hole.
Don't wan't to go to bed. Starred some 50ish songs on spotify. Recommendations from threads of diagnosed bipolar people and things like it. Listen to those through the night?
Written: 3:31AM in Sweden. Cya tomorrow.