I started gracie jiu jitsu....ive only missed one training day because I was in vegas but I love it and think it might have saved me...give me a reason to enjoy life...never had that with anything that wasn't a woman so its pretty cool

I went to vegas...got back today...met a girl...we had an awesome time together...she made me feel good about myself....she actually listened to me and admired me...we just really enjoyed each other's company...had some great sex and some good times even though we didn't do much

made my girl happy today...brought her her favorite donuts

I feel like my life is getting flushed down the toilet...I want to change and be a better person but its just not in my nature...im a party animal...I don't know how to live life without getting fucked up...ive been so horny lately...women are drivin me crazy with all their tiny outfits...I just wanna run around the mall with a boner humping everyone...for fuck sake...how is there so many hot chicks? perfectly sculpted

ive lost my mojo man...I have horrible luck with women nowadays...I don't know if its an akward dating age or what but I feel like there are so many prudes nowadays...I need a variety of tail....last night this girl at the bar was dancing...and she bent over and she had this tiny lacey thong...unique tanned brazillian like skin....fuck man...im losin it....

supposedly im going to get some in a few days...met a girl online who lives in vegas...she's pretty hot...I like when chicks are aged a little bit...shes 38...she seems cool but a little goofy...kinda like a hippy...she wants to meditate and have a picnic...which is strange but fuck it...gonna try to win some money...I got an excellent stradegy but I could lose too...we'll see what happens....that would be a nice vacation...some puss and money

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with my sister...for some reason she likes to steal my friends from me...its some kind of sick obsession of hers...so my friend or should say ex-friend hung out with her...and I told him I wasn't cool with that...not because I care if they fuck...I don't care...but I like to have privacy and my sister is fucking nosey...and I have my fair share of secrets...so this is the last time...I told her im done with her and I mean it...im done with him too because he told me he wouldn't then I find out hes talkin to her every day...I don't need friends like that so they can have a wonderful time together

anyways....I gotta do something with my life....im a hoodlum without the marine corps...I was just born to fight and get fucked up....I gotta quit poisoning my body before I croak....so I definitely have to do something...im going to join two martial arts classes...aikido and jujitsu...im a little nervous about it...I don't know why...ive been in fights my whole life...maybe im just getting older...but ill get over that when im there...I just don't wanna end up having a crooked nose

I cant imagine how great life would b to be the hottest dude on the planet...man to bone all these hot ladies like suicide girls...fuck...that would be heaven right there....ive never been a tool but maybe I gotta be a little toolish cuz women are only interested when someone looks unique...never thought id b sayin this but hey man...these chicks are lookin too good...I need to do something...chicks dig bad boys but im not trendy...and the ones who don't dig bad boys wont give me the time of day because lets face it...im a hoodlum...I hope I don't have to resort to dressing like a bro

women are numb skulls