All i have to say is being depressed really fucking sucks. I barely slept last night at all. Today i just feel really down and unattractive about myself. I am stuck in a job I hate I am seriously considering ripping the band aid off and do what I have been wanting to do for years and that is quit. I know I am over thinking things. This really ticks me off. I usually snap out of these moods pretty quick. I hope I snap out of this one soon.