Entertaining myself might be the hardest thing I have ever had to do.
I managed to buy a house when I was 24 and start a company that has made me more money then any other job I have worked at in the first year.
But recently I was dumped by my girlfriend and just haven't seem to find a way back to the life I was living before that relationship.
I am not bragging or talking myself up, but before I had that girlfriend I was singe for 5 years. I was at an all time high in my confidence and I felt like I could do anything. I didn't care about dating or any of that stuff. I cared about my business and what I was going to be doing when I wasn't working.
But now I don't feel like doing anything. I still love my work and friends, it's just nothing has that excitement anymore and its starting to piss me off. I do think depression has a little play on this but the fact that I can sit here and tell myself that you need to get up and go do something with yourself, just blows my mind.
I am trying to read more, watch interesting / educational TV, do art... anything.
Maybe it is just time that fixes all?
I managed to buy a house when I was 24 and start a company that has made me more money then any other job I have worked at in the first year.
But recently I was dumped by my girlfriend and just haven't seem to find a way back to the life I was living before that relationship.
I am not bragging or talking myself up, but before I had that girlfriend I was singe for 5 years. I was at an all time high in my confidence and I felt like I could do anything. I didn't care about dating or any of that stuff. I cared about my business and what I was going to be doing when I wasn't working.
But now I don't feel like doing anything. I still love my work and friends, it's just nothing has that excitement anymore and its starting to piss me off. I do think depression has a little play on this but the fact that I can sit here and tell myself that you need to get up and go do something with yourself, just blows my mind.
I am trying to read more, watch interesting / educational TV, do art... anything.
Maybe it is just time that fixes all?
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All my friends are still in school so during the week there isn't anything to do.
If you're ever looking for a buddy to kill time talking to or whatever, I could use one too
Just try to remember it could b worse..keep ur head up! I'm sure ur very loved by family and friends..and from here time and distractions will help heal.. If u ever wanna talk hit me up
Have a great day sexy xoxo