Lesson I learned today. I can't wear my contacts and have pink eye at the same time.
Red, Itchy. Blind.
Great.
Doc says I SHOULD be 100% okay by the morning.
Red, Itchy. Blind.
Great.
Doc says I SHOULD be 100% okay by the morning.
I have the shoes.
I'm just in a weird mood. I'm not unhappy. But I'm not happy.
Everyone I made plans with this week bailed. Even people I was purchasing furniture from.
ugh.
I'm just in a weird mood. I'm not unhappy. But I'm not happy.
Everyone I made plans with this week bailed. Even people I was purchasing furniture from.
ugh.
I'm so fucked. Kinda.
My med bills were covered.
My mom is being her usual cunty self.
My grandma loaned me HALF of the money I actually needed.
I still don't have a real job.
Yeah...
My med bills were covered.
My mom is being her usual cunty self.
My grandma loaned me HALF of the money I actually needed.
I still don't have a real job.
Yeah...
Med Bills and this months phone bill were taken care of =]
But now I need $1075 for my house by the end of the month haha.
Really, I need a 2500 loan until my financial aid refund check comes in octoberrrrr.
Just spent a couple days with my best friend. Im with my sister now. I'm happy.
poor but happy
But now I need $1075 for my house by the end of the month haha.
Really, I need a 2500 loan until my financial aid refund check comes in octoberrrrr.
Just spent a couple days with my best friend. Im with my sister now. I'm happy.
poor but happy
Okay, so I now need about $400. Sweet. Not really.
And I'm over the boy issues. I need money more than I need a man haha
so. I fell in love last night. With a house.
http://www.cdnresearch.net/casa/index/Interior.html
I went to see it. Met the owners. Wow.
And I'm over the boy issues. I need money more than I need a man haha
so. I fell in love last night. With a house.
http://www.cdnresearch.net/casa/index/Interior.html
I went to see it. Met the owners. Wow.
One day. I'm going to bawl my eyes out.
Things ended for good with the guy I complained about for a while now. Over a joke. Friends and I tagging pictures on facebook of me, that weren't me, annnnnd apparently that was the worst thing I could have ever done.
Im happy, because its finally over, I can move on. He didn't want to be with me. Now I don't have to wonder.
I know I care, but I can't react. With everything going on with my sister, i just blow up on everyone for even thinking anything else could be more significant to me right now.
One day I will realize what happened.
Or I'll stop telling myself what a great guy he was despite the facts. i knew he wouldn't stick around. there's always been another girl, always would be. eventually one would matter to him in a way i couldn't.
Which ever comes first. I haven't shed a tear. I feel like I want too. I have the sinking feeling in the chest. but that's about it.
I was a joke to him.
he was a joke to my friends and i.
equaled out.
but doesn't change the fact that i have emotions that i cant always control.
Things ended for good with the guy I complained about for a while now. Over a joke. Friends and I tagging pictures on facebook of me, that weren't me, annnnnd apparently that was the worst thing I could have ever done.
Im happy, because its finally over, I can move on. He didn't want to be with me. Now I don't have to wonder.
I know I care, but I can't react. With everything going on with my sister, i just blow up on everyone for even thinking anything else could be more significant to me right now.
One day I will realize what happened.
Or I'll stop telling myself what a great guy he was despite the facts. i knew he wouldn't stick around. there's always been another girl, always would be. eventually one would matter to him in a way i couldn't.
Which ever comes first. I haven't shed a tear. I feel like I want too. I have the sinking feeling in the chest. but that's about it.
I was a joke to him.
he was a joke to my friends and i.
equaled out.
but doesn't change the fact that i have emotions that i cant always control.
I am by no means happy that Michael Jackson has passed. But shit, this is the best vh1, MTV, bet, and mtv2 have ever been. I mean, hot fuck, there's MUSIC VIDEOS on television again. and GOOD ones.
I scar well.
And by well, it seems that I don't. I scar flat. Which isn't bad. I don't much care for raised scars.
Pretty soon here I'm selling stuff.
Soon.
Purses (D&G), phone, clothes (assuming I'm not the only one around here built like a 12 year old boy.)
with in 9 days i need about $375
That won't happen.
And by well, it seems that I don't. I scar flat. Which isn't bad. I don't much care for raised scars.
Pretty soon here I'm selling stuff.
Soon.
Purses (D&G), phone, clothes (assuming I'm not the only one around here built like a 12 year old boy.)
with in 9 days i need about $375
That won't happen.
