I don't know if this is mature, or stupid...
After thinking about it, and talking to people, I have decided to remain friends with both Mike and Zephyer.
Yes, the situation is fucked up. It was wrong of both of them to do what they did.
But mistakes happen every day. Hearts are broken, and friendships lost.
I value the friends that have been around for a long time. Mike has been around for a long time. With the exception of this, he has shown me complete loyalty.
Mistakes happen. Both of them are human.
They have loved eachother for a long time, and I knew that when I started things with Zephyer.
I am not taking the blame, but I broke MY main rule...do not get involved with girls that your friends have feelings for. It just leads to shit like this.
I told Mike to date Zephyer, and I am ok with that.
If she isn't mine, she should be his. She belongs with him. Always has.
I honestly feel this way, and I know many people will be mad at me...
thinking that I am letting my niceness fuck me in the ass.
I am not.
I just decided not to be petty about this.
Yes, I could hate her. I could hate him. I could lose two friends. I could kick his ass and say mean things about them both, but it would solve NOTHING! I'd just be out two friends.
I just made him promise to take good care of her or I would kick his ass.
That is that. I want to let it go, lay it to rest and move on.
Someone is out there, wishing for a guy like me and I will one day find her.
This is what I want.
If any of you see zephyer or Mike, be civil to them. I hold no grudges or quarrels, so do not feel you must "defend my honor" or whathaveyou.
And I know many of you will not understand why I want this...
but you don't have to. Only I do.
End.
-KOS
-Extra-
The moth is gone. I am now completely convinced that it was sent to give me a message, and when I understood that message, it left.
Call me weird, or whatever, but that is what I believe.
After thinking about it, and talking to people, I have decided to remain friends with both Mike and Zephyer.
Yes, the situation is fucked up. It was wrong of both of them to do what they did.
But mistakes happen every day. Hearts are broken, and friendships lost.
I value the friends that have been around for a long time. Mike has been around for a long time. With the exception of this, he has shown me complete loyalty.
Mistakes happen. Both of them are human.
They have loved eachother for a long time, and I knew that when I started things with Zephyer.
I am not taking the blame, but I broke MY main rule...do not get involved with girls that your friends have feelings for. It just leads to shit like this.
I told Mike to date Zephyer, and I am ok with that.
If she isn't mine, she should be his. She belongs with him. Always has.
I honestly feel this way, and I know many people will be mad at me...
thinking that I am letting my niceness fuck me in the ass.
I am not.
I just decided not to be petty about this.
Yes, I could hate her. I could hate him. I could lose two friends. I could kick his ass and say mean things about them both, but it would solve NOTHING! I'd just be out two friends.
I just made him promise to take good care of her or I would kick his ass.
That is that. I want to let it go, lay it to rest and move on.
Someone is out there, wishing for a guy like me and I will one day find her.
This is what I want.
If any of you see zephyer or Mike, be civil to them. I hold no grudges or quarrels, so do not feel you must "defend my honor" or whathaveyou.
And I know many of you will not understand why I want this...
but you don't have to. Only I do.
End.
-KOS
-Extra-
The moth is gone. I am now completely convinced that it was sent to give me a message, and when I understood that message, it left.
Call me weird, or whatever, but that is what I believe.
geekgurl:
I'd pick mature.