things hit the shiiter after last post in june. Mom got sick as hell. She got a few internal infections. She finally came home (sister;s house thursday but we have to do home care giving type shit cause insurance/medicare wont pay. It is going to be like this for at least 6-8 months. Then i dunno, maybe more surgery or nothing. there is a chance it will be like this from now on. Needless to say i'm over this and i just want to bail. ive only left town 3 times since fucking jan and i'm going nuts. i have a job where i get free air fair and right now i cant use it. The rest of the family is like do what you want. I just can't bring myself to do it

and on top of that, my now ex-girlfriend start shit yesterday and broke up with me.

a few weeks ago i fucked up my blog and i lost all my pics....

ive realize the main deal with going up is, when you think shit cant get worse it does....



at least i went to the beach for a few days last week by myself and surfed. that was fun...