*does happy dance* i gotta job!! i gotta job!!

and the whole interview was a major ego boost.

1) the chick that took my app told the gen. manager she would have hired me on the spot because of my appearance.

2) after the initial interview the gen. manager took me into a back corner (so no other employees could hear the convo) after making a phone call. he said he's managed BK and subway and i was the best interview he had ever had come to either store.

3) he pulled with the big guy to get me .50 more than the normal starting pay.

4) he told me that he could see me being promoted very quickly.

teehee

ok, so it's only subway, but it is a job and i'm on cloud 9. i so fucking rocked that interview it's not even funny.



sat at 10 AM i become an offical sandwich artist. lol

decided to change my profile to lil' brudder, the one legged dog.

He can make it on his own!!!! He's going to be a quarterback when he grows up!!

good ol' strongbad.

i've been incredibly stressed and depressed lately so i decided to turn all this negative energy into something positive and i decided to work on some oil paintings again.

i'm working on a couple amy brown paintings. the first is called "water element."



the second is called "autumn whispers"



when they're done (which may take quite some time) i'll have to scan them. most of the canvas will fit under the scanner.

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my lyrics of the day:
"dying of boredom... i'll try it all."

FUCK CLEANING.

FUCK IT UP ITS STUPID ASS.

cleaning the bathroom is like... being forced to lick dog shit. it's not very fun.

of course cleaning is just the beginning of my anger rush at the moment.

i think it's ciggy and cold shower time.



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ok, it's not even the cleaning i'm pissed about. i'm just pissed.

*goes for cold, relaxing shower*

so, it's almost 6 AM. haven't done this in awhile.

i went to bed at 9:30 last night because i was just fucking beat. i had the phone next to me in case someone called, but i don't think i could have went out if i wanted to. it's a good thing though because i gotta get the car to my moms pretty soon this morning.

yup, that's about it.

well, except no more weird occurances have happened yet. i'm probably just paranoid with an over active imagination, but it just seems like weird shit was going on for two days straight. maybe something is going on, maybe not. *shrug*

so, there's some crazy shit a brewing in my house.

the other night a shelf fell off the wall - and broke an angel vase. the pictures from the shelf were laying on the floor, but nothing else broke. i just kind of looked at it and my only reaction was, "ok." and went to work cleaning the glass up. from there i really thought nothing more of it, except i kind of poked fun at the idea of a ghost in my house.

last night i stayed at my moms to watch my little sister. when i got home tessa said, "the fish tank broke."

she said her and matt were laying in bed talking, when they heard a huge crash. when they went to check it out, the basement had water all over, with all of the fish just flopping around, basically covering the basement floor. you can imagine the mess a 50 gallon fish tank would cause... it smells real nice too.

this could just be coincidental, but the weird thing is, my dog missy barks at the smallest things. ie - thunder, doorbells on tv, stuff like that. when the shelf fell and when the fish tank broke she laid in bed like nothing was going on. and on occasion she'll stare up the hallway and bare her teeth and growl.

i could be paranoid, i don't know. but i totally believe in stuff like that, and it really freaks me out because the hallway my dog growls at - my room is back there...

i don't know. *shrug*



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well, after Capt4inFant4stic said something about poltergeists i read up on them. it is somewhat possible - but when the fishtank broke i was across town at my mom's. what i read said the person that is the center of the activity usually happens no matter where you're at. i have read, though, that in certain cases the activity stays in the place it began. i honestly don't know, but i wish i could get someone here to answer a few questions.

i honestly don't know how well i'm gonna be sleeping if this shit keeps up. i'm seriously uneasy about this whole situation....

could this week get any worse? my mom forgot to pay me today for watching my little sister and i need tampons. not like that really matters all that much because i don't have a car to go to the store to get said tampons.

and with aunt flo being in town i'm feeling GREAT! (sarcasm)

excuse me, for i am just a bit bitchy.

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well it got worse... i was sitting at the computer playing sword of mana and out of no where i hear this loud crash. when i went to check it out, my step-mom's shelf fell from the wall and glass was everywhere. funny thing is, no one has messed with that shelf and i'm the only one here right now.

seeing as how thats the case, i bet you a million dollars i get blamed.



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i seriously hate being me

so i haven't been to sleep tonight. my little sister is spending the night because my mom's daycare provider is out of town.

she woke up at 4 am - was all wound up until about 6 am - and then fell back asleep. i thought if i went to sleep i wouldn't wake up until noon at the earliest, and i can't do that when she's here.

so i'm dragging ass and it's only 9:00 am. today is looking to be a looong day.

the plus side is i'll be able to sleep like a baby tonight... i hope...

i just got back from the most amazing 12 min fireworks show i've ever seen in my life.

i went with my mom and we parked at a playground right by the river at like 8:30. at ten they started, and it was the most beautiful thing EVER!

yay for omaha's 150th birthday!