goooooooooood
im sooooooooooo fucking sick of doing stupid shit.
it seems like i do something at least once a year that could potentially damage my life and or reputation and or career.
i don't know what it is!
it's like all the smart functional parts of my brain go on holiday and i'm left with the stupid mush-consistency that acts on impulses, i assume, or some other outrageously dumb influence...
so, yeah. my babe of a history teacher hasn't written back, and i officially feel like a total dumbass.
which, to be perfectly honest, is a quite accurate expectation of how i thought i would feel if i were to ever be dumb enough to email her in the first place.

SO,
in other news,
i'm going to wear something hot to this wedding in august, and YES my life is SO lame that i'm planning for something in AUGUST.
truth is, i'm on a super mega-life-change diet at the moment, and will be for the rest of the summer,
and am hoping to drop about....well, let's not discuss that.
so i'm shopping for some kind of motivation piece.
basically what i've come up with is:

howdoipostpicturesagain?

hmm. see attachments!

sooooo yeah.
errbody having a good day?
i guess night.
yes.
blah.