i'm getting a new tatt in about a couple weeks. its going to be a sacred heart made of glass with wings and blood dripping out with flames coming out the top. i'm gettin it on my chest and the best part is.. it's gonna be on my 21st birthday! yay for boozeahol.. but yes. i think i will post my only lonely tatt on here for posterity. if i can figure out how to do just that.

i think i'm broken... i'm sitting here trying not to cry and i don't know why. i think it's this weakerthans music that's doing it.. it feels like i don't really live any more. my life is dictated by the actions i have to perform in order to subsist.. god i really should write or draw or get some fucking therapy..

so anyways, I sit here and wonder what my g/f is doin... ahh.. loneliness.. but i do have a tryout for a local band tomorrow. my friend justin is the guitarist and he's already tellin everyone that i'm the new singer.. ha.. rock. The name's rocketboy88 and if I get in it's gonna kickass. well this is ma first entry and i should prolly write some shizzo for people who want to get to know me. I'm a 20yr old college student in wisconsin looking for so much more.. I love to sing, hardcore dance, see live shows, write, read, watch cartoons/anime, and so much more. I listen to just about every type of music and I want to learn two more languages. I currently can get along in spanish, and i really really want to learn japanese, and cantonese. I'm a militant liberal, and i believe that george bush is the satan incarnate, i relish conversation about anything, I sit at dennys on silvernail every once and a while.. if you see me there feel free to come over and say hello. i really dig on art and sick humor.. like all the dead baby jokes i've heard over the last year or so.. ya ever wanna hear some, just let me know.. haha.. other than that there's not really much to say.. I'm an english major, and i'm going to school for english education. I wanna help out kids who either don't read, or who have a hard time in life, like I did when i was in middle/high school. and chibi.. cuz i'm a dork.