What could be finer than a spring day in New York City?

My peas are shooting up like gangbusters and there's heaps of lettuce and mustard greens ready for the pickin'

And best of all, the semester is nearly at an end and my life will become infinitely less stressful in less than two weeks.

Time to start leaning back and calming the fuck down for a while.

Taking the plunge with Mistress Claudia.


Although I'm still waiting for her to confirm, it looks like I'll be experiencing my first session with a ProDomme two weeks from tomorrow.

I'm quite giddy about the whole affair and keep asking myself "where will it end"

But that's what the living of life is all about, even if I do sometimes feel like I'm a cliche come to life. Mild mannered uptight librarian on the surface, but a raging exhibitionist latex freak underneath who likes nothing better than to have glamorous Amazons tie him down and paddle him.

I guess that's not really a cliche at all, is it?

Maybe it's just my general obsession with my work, but I'm really digging this notion of myself as Kinky Librarian. Hell, I try to add as much kink to my library as possible. I should make sure our Eric Kroll holdings are up to date...

Maybe I'll try adding some non-sexual content...

Spent a fine morning tending to my garden. It's almost time for my tomato plants to sit outside full time, which is excellent.

Going to hit the Union Square farmers' market for more plants and fine cheeses.

Mmmmm...

Fine cheeses.

Exercised myself and now it's time to bathe.

I'm nothing but a well-fucked sailor.

Or so says Mr. Townshend.


I'm not even sure what the whole point of this exercise is. I'm not sure I understand what is up with the online community. I'm not sure I understand what a community is.

Anywho, I've got Love's "Forever Changes" on the hi-fi, and I'm stuck in my office for a few more hours. Probably won't get home until after 10:30 or so.

On the good side, Mistress Claudia has agreed to see me. I'm going to have my first serious session in a couple weeks, which I hope to record on still and or moving image reprographical technology.

And who doesn't like that.


Amen.

I posted my first Suicide Boy set this weekend. I had one of those weird nights on Saturdy where I just keep drinking and drinking without feeling any drunker.

After hanging out with some friends until around 1:00 or so, I found myself home alone and not ready to go to bed. So I did the only reasonable thing and broke out the digital camera and took pictures of myself naked to post on the internet.

I'm starting to think about that way half a lifetime of porn viewing has affected me. I don't want to possess and control the women in the pictures, I think I want to BE them. I want to dress up in crazy sexy stuff and show it off.

So I've added a few pictures from Saturday afternoon, when I had better light to shoot by, but the spirit wasn't quite moving me.

There's definitely more where these came from if my adoring fans demand it.

Watch this space for more.

I'm really starting to think seriously about my newly emerging exhibitionist desires. I've started plotting my first SuicideBoy set and I'm making a shopping list.

Watch this space.