Totally wiped out after Mother's Day weekend with the parents. It's amazing that no matter how old I get and how long it's been since I've seen them last, they always make me feel like a stupid 12 year old kid again.

But they're gone away and it's May and everything else is coming up roses. Or watermellons, anyway.

I'm feeling a little bummed about not being able to get to the black and blue ball this month, but I'm determined that next year I will be there in full on fetishy freakdom. Got some very good advice about calming the fuck down in my quest to let out my kinky side. I think setting a long-range goal like that will help me keep it all in perspective.

Now to get away from this damned computer for a while...