Well, I still haven't had any luck with a new job. I'm hoping to hear something soon. I'm really beginning to hate this job. And I don't have anyone to talk about it with. Which is why I'm writing about it in here. I don't expect anyone to reply to this, and frankly I don't really expect anyone to actually read this, but writing seems to help. It's nice to know the words are out there even though no one reads them. I can go back later and see that they're there. Well, before I get too wordy, I'll stop.

Well, I'm still looking for a new job. Hopefully something will turn up soon. I'm really getting tired of the one I've got now, and I'd like to change careers, not just jobs. I'm hoping an application I put in will yield results before too long, but you can never tell. I might be stuck in this dead-end job for a while longer. Life sucks.

Once again, it's been a long time since I updated this. Not much has happened. But it may soon. I'm contemplating a change in careers. Security is an ok job, but it doesn't pay shit, and there's no benefits, and no retirement plan at all.(I know I'm a LITTLE young to think about retirement, but it'll be here before you know it.) So I've been thinking about the future, and I've decided that it's past time to get out of security and into something better. I have a hard week this week, so next week I'm going to be looking into something. I hope it works out, I'm tired of never having any money.

Hi everyone, sorry I haven't been on here much lately. My mother was having some medical problems, and I just didn't have the time. Luckily everything is ok now, so I hope to catch up soon. Hope everyone has been well. Hope to talk more soon.

Once again, it's been quite a while since I wrote anything. And once again, I don't really have much to say. Nothing new or exciting has happened. But I thought I'd say a little about this time of year. The vast majority of people love this time of year. The giving, the love, the presents! Me, I really don't care for it. The reason is that my father died on Dec. 29th, 4 days after Christmas. Sort of ruined the whole season for me. Even though its been 13 years now, I still don't much care for Christmas. I just haven't been able to work up any Christmas cheer since then. I'm glad other people enjoy the season, don't get me wrong. It's just not for me. Well, thats all for now. Oh, one other reason I don't like this season- my birthday is Dec. 29th. Yes, my father died on my birthday.

I was recently scolded for not opening up more on here. The only problem is I lead an extremely boring life. I work and I take care of my mother. Thats pretty much it. I don't go out, I don't meet people, I don't have any friends. Thats the reason I got on here, to have someone to talk to besides my mother. And in case you were wondering, she had a stroke. She can't really do anything for herself. I do the cooking, dishes, cleaning, laundry, etc. So I don't have time for anything else. I don't really have a social life.
Well thats all the opening up I feel like doing right now. If I feel inspired, I might write some more later.

Wow, it's been awhile since I wrote anything. Of course, I haven't really had much to say. Not much new has happened, so I'll keep this brief.

I've been neglecting this for a while. Primarily because I haven't really had much to say. Not much new has happened. Did get some new friends, thats always good. But not much else. SOS.

I'd like to thank everyone for being my friend. And also for the very nice comments. Thank you all very much.

It's been a couple days since I posted on here, but today I have a good reason. Eureka! New friends! Guess it shows you gotta get off your ass and go get something if you want it.