Ok so this be long over due but I should be back on here more often soon.. what to write about..

Well I got my nipples done.. Never have felt pain like that before. I mean Tats are nothing compared to that...

My Bike is all done. Bitch seat which has been on for a while and now THE PIPES.. only had to wait a month and a half for the fuckers to come in... it is so much louder and just... better all around really....

I think.. correct.. I KNOW my computer has a virus.. but it be a sneaky one that I cant get rid of or even find out where it is hiding or what it snuck in on or anything... I hate it very much.. think it make be a key logger.. which means I cant use my computer for doing anything that involves money or military or yeah.. a lot of the stuff I do really I guess...

I am single officially. Asked dawn what was up and where everything stood and yeah she said we were nothing.. so I was like.. Ok.. did not even bug me really.. I mean we will still be great friend, hang out here and there and after her life gets back together.. well.. we will see what happens.. I mean we both love each other and all just.. it is still not the right time for us to be together I guess.. if it ever really is even.. who knows...

I really want to get laid but at the same time I dont.. kind of lost my sex drive.. I know that is strange for a sex addict like me but yeah.. just... dont care anymore....

Well that be a snip of an update for now. Will get pics of my bike up soon and who knows maybe even the start of my new tat...

Later
~Bob

THANK GOD!!!!

Ok so my account time ended.. I was stupid and did not re-up the time to a year after my first 3 months..

Well when it ran out I was like O SHIT I AM DONE FOR!!!! So I signed back up thinking fuck there went the last three months of friend meetings and I have to search them all back down and and get into the groups I was in again and blah blah blah.. but IO WAIT!!!

I guess even though my time was up there system was like O this is that guy again and BAM here I am once more for another Year!! YAY!!!

I love this site.. no site better.. Great Community of people and Hot Nude pierced tattoos women.. it CANT get better...

Good To be back and ttyaLater
Bob

Just another blog on sex.. what can I say I love the topic..


I am losing confidence in my sexual abilities which is quite strange for me.

For the first time I also am almost wishing for a slightly bigger dick too. I mean I am ok with my size and all and i have been told I guess it feels really big even though it is not really above average in length.. and the girth is not big either.. but I get told it feels huge... I dont know.. would rather have it acutally BE huge instead of just feel though.. funny it was not media that has these thoughts in my head but the words from girls on this site that have got me doubting my length...

Normally sex is the one thing I am cocky about. I know I am good at and can please whatever woman I am with but I am starting to feel as though I am not doing it quite to par with what they want.. or what Dawn wants. I also feel that because some of my exes talk so highly of me I have this hipe in my head that I have to keep it up. I have to keep finding new tricks and stuff to stay on top of the game.

After this long break in sex and not having it I just yeah.. I dont feel like I am that good at it or that I wont be that good at it again after the break. One thing is when it comes to rough sex which I love.. I guess I an NOT rough enough for the woman I go with. Basically when it comes to Dawn (the woman I love) it seems I am not.

While home on leave we were going at it and when it came to biting her tits and stuff she was like go at it hard and stuff like that which I was happy because I like a woman who will tell me what she wants so I can do it the way she likes but at the same time.. I just feel as though I was failing her all around. She has pretty much just been using a vib for the last couple months so she is use to that thing that does not fault in is pleasure down there so I was working my ass off down there and having to just.. i dont know.. just felt as though I was failing her as a lover and it really sucks. After a bit she was like ok lets stop before I give you a heart attack since yeah... I really was working hard...

Though I also did it with a girl who said I was great too. Well let me enplane more onto this. Me and Dawn are NOT together even though I want to be with her. There are reasons for this so yeah we just are not together even though we love each other. So she knows that I can go and do other girls she just does not want to know about like I dont want to know if she does any guys. Well one night while on leave I was dancing with Tif and Dawn walked in front of tif and asked her to come here so she walked like three steps forward and I guess all she said to tif was for teh best sex of your life take two steps back again. So tif stepped back and we started to dance again. Mind you Dawn was drunk. Either way Tif already wanted me and after hearing this she was wanting to give me a try even more. Well the next night me and Tif went out to eh club since Dawn was no were to be found which pissed me off.. anyways me and tiff went out and had a great time and then before I dropped her off we had a quicky in the car. It was short and that was on my fault because she had me so turned on but she did not mind because she said she was at a point of pleasure where she could not breathed so she was happy I got off.. we both were just like Wow that was better then drugs.. neither of us have done anything in a while so it was a great feeling...

Thinking of her and that quicky of sex make me almost feel as though I still know what I am doing but over all I just feel as though I have slacked in my skills. I know I need to work on lasting longer again. It is just hard to work on that in a room for a dudes. I mean one of the best ways for a guy to do that is Jack off for a long time as is dont just go for the goal. Get close to coming and relax with slow strokes for a bit tell he calms down and go up again just to stride out and everything... well when you in a room with 4 other guys you dont have the privacy time to do that.

Back to Dawn now. It still bugs me that I cant do it the way that a rough sex girl wants it. I think if I am drunk I could do it no prob since while drunk I get into this wild crazy dirty talking completly different self fuck mood that yeah.. I just dont get.. but while sober.. I am NOT a rough guy over all. I dont want to bite to hard and hurt her.. which I guess even when I do start to bite hard in my head it is to light for her... I dont know.. just want to get better at it and cant do anything about that while over here. Something like that falls into the Practice part of my motto.

Anyways that is my blog that is way to random and is probably hard to fallow even. O well ttyLater
~Bob

Well I wrote this out once but the site goofed and BAM I lost my blog.. here is a short version of it..

I dont get how all the good looking girl like the one I see in the Sexaholic group on here are not getting laid when they want it.

I never get how it is when a girl cant get laid in this world with how guys are.

I know I LOVE to get a woman off.. nothing else makes me more hot then a woman in orgasm and getting pleasure from me... so I am at a loss..

There was more but I am to lazy to rewrite it...

Later
~Bob

"Sex is an Art and should be Studied, Practiced, and Mastered!"
by: ME

Hello everyone.

So My deployment is going so-so. Of course that has always been the case so nothing new there. Crappy part is I just got kicked out to a different room. Some guys got caught drinking and got moved to HQ and put in my room so me and another guy got kicked out and into a room that has more people already. So went from a room of 4 to a room of 5. It sucks. My area is now the walk way to the door. O well only a couple more months and I will be home in my room and at the bars forgetting how to breath.

Holy shit my ear just got itchy. Like the inside of it has a tingle itch or something like that. I dont know what you would call it.. but it is fucking driving me crazy..

Anyways what else to talk about.. god I could use a fucking drink. It is lame EVERY other country's military on this whole fucking earth can drink but the US Military. Well for when we are on deployments I mean. Back in the states we drink like fish. I have always wondered about that saying.. I mean do fish really drink?

I have not heard form the woman I love since I left last month from leave. Not sure why I am holding out to be with her really anymore. Well besides the whole being in love with her thing. I mean I could get a girl my own age that is not wrecking her life to be with me easy but nope I was this girl who is 6 years older then my and just keeps fucking up her life.. yeah just a stupid young punk in love... o well that is life..

Well this is a crappy update but that is about all I have at the moment so ttyal
Bob

Well I was told I should get a blog up here by Doxie and since I have wrote 6 blogs tonight on another site I thought "Hell, Why not?"

I really dont know what to writ eon here though. I mean I finally became a member of the SG site after being a fan of it for MANY years. The style of the girls the feature.. well.. to be blunt they are the type that would make me cream my pants to meet them in real life lol.

I love the different type of people on this site. They come from all walks of life and it is just really cool.

Well I guess I could write a little about what is going on in my life. I am on a deployment at the moment in Kosovo. It is REALLY boring. I surprisingly have a good amount of drama going on in my life because of a woman. I still am amazed that I go half way around the world and yet STILL I get drama in my life from a woman back home. lol. Lets see... That really is about all there is to my life these days. I get up, go to work, go to the gym, and then back to my room.

Sorry for the crappy update/blog. I will try to write a better one soon.

Ttyal
~Bob