Member: grayness

grayness is doubt and hope, mixed.

I’m private
 
AUGUST 10, 2008 @ 07:03 PM

I walked to the bridge and back this evening, just after sunset. The return part of the journey, I did, for the most part, with my eyes closed. I did this purely as an exercise, to see if I could. There was no significant danger; it's a relatively quiet road, and I can hear cars coming a long way off.

Walking over a half mile with your eyes shut, in a straight line can present a bit of a challenge. I discovered I could tell the difference when I stepped on the painted line at the edge of the road versus when I stepped on pavement. It felt different. It sounded different.

And yet once I drifted off that line, it was hard to find again. Sometimes when I blinked open my eyes for a second to check bearings, I was drifting towards the center of the road somewhat... not what I wanted to do.

I discovered that if I walk with one foot on the grass, and one on the pavement, I can go indefinitely without drifting in the least.

***

Cooking, I think, was our first science, or our first magic. It depends on how you look at it.

It exposed a principle worth examining.

Probably, before salt was used as a preservative, someone noticed something dead on a salt flat, or in a dried tidal pool. She or he smelled it. It wasn't rotten, and yet it had obviously been there a while. Perhaps on a dare, or more likely out of desperation, this someone ate what she or he had found... and didn't get sick. It may have taken days, it may have taken years, it may have taken generations... but sooner or later, someone- maybe that same someone- thought, "If salt will do that to something that fell in it, why would it not do that for something I put in it?"

Before there was gelatin, someone noticed that when a soup was made with ox's hooves, and it chilled, it became a solid lump. Then someone thought... if ox's hooves will do that in a soup, by accident. could I not do that with berries, on purpose?

All this holds true with people as well as ingredients. Look at what they do. Sometimes, it can be wise to ask, if this person would do that (whatever that may be) to another person, why would he or she not do that to me?

Sometimes there are good answers, sometimes not.

I try to make it where if the question were asked about me, there would only be the good answers. But better yet is to avoid the need for the question to be asked.

***

This is a quiet time for me. If you have words to break it up a bit, I would very much enjoy hearing them.

Even if not, take care of yourselves, and be well.
Comments
BrightRedScream

BrightRedScream

Stoney Creek, ON
April 2005

AUG 10, 2008 07:21 PM

All I'm going to say is take care of you, and enjoy your quiet time ♥

Thaddius

Thaddius

Antarctica
February 2006

AUG 10, 2008 08:20 PM

Your random thoughts are so much more interesting than mine. I love hearing them.

Also, I love trying stuff like that. Seeing if I can hear my dog and identify where he is in the house by his sounds. Seeing if I know how many steps to my car with my eyes closed. I love it all.

Vidalia

Vidalia

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

AUG 10, 2008 10:30 PM

beautiful.
I want to illustrate your thoughts with photographs.

catdad

catdad

Portland, OR
August 2002

AUG 10, 2008 10:59 PM

What Thaddius said in her first sentence.

janegeraldine

janegeraldine

Saint Paul, MN
April 2007

AUG 12, 2008 06:31 PM

Cooking is amazing in that it seems all or at least most of the best ideas were discovered by accident. Chocolate chip cookies, for example. Although this is not nearly so primitive as your proposals. Yeast is another thing that must have been quite the discovery. Imagine how wonderful light and yeasty, risen breads must have tasted after whatever sort of breads people made just to survive. Hmmm...and of course the discovery of sugar. Sugar was a big enough deal to prompt the enslaving of an entire race of people. All so fascinating. Thank you for stopping by my blog with your wonderful words, I quite enjoyed your comment and read it several times.

&hearts

velvet_petal

velvet_petal

I'm lost
November 2006

AUG 12, 2008 07:58 PM

I like the idea of the various test groups throwing themselves at you. I'm all for it.

Now about walking with your eyes closed.....that must have been some experience. What an odd feeling. The question you mention about, "If this person does this, why would they not do the same to me?" is something that I definitely ask. It is important to cut people some slack on certain things but also to recognize patterns of behavior.

CaptainJAllama

CaptainJAllama

United Kingdom
October 2006

AUG 13, 2008 12:42 PM

Sometimes I like to walk with my eyes shut (I usually take a boy with me to stop me getting killed by traffic...). It helps your other senses become more alert.

K_T_Kat

K_T_Kat

Littleton, CO
August 2008

AUG 13, 2008 08:11 PM

aw you're awesome!! I enjoy beer (which I'm enjoying right now) outdoors, music, among other uninteresting shit

K_T_Kat

K_T_Kat

Littleton, CO
August 2008

AUG 13, 2008 08:24 PM

fuck yea...can never go wrong with some Dropkick
Thanks kiss

velvet_petal

velvet_petal

I'm lost
November 2006

AUG 14, 2008 08:03 PM

He did carp. He was the only one. I remained unnoticed to all of his school mates but not to him.

TheJuanupsman

TheJuanupsman

Hopkins, MN
April 2004

AUG 15, 2008 12:12 AM

Food discoveries fascinate me. I look at things like yeast breads, beer, coffee and wonder how did someone see the food potential there? Even grains are amazing given how nearly inedible most are in their raw forms.

Your analogy is interesting too. Most people are willing to, and do apply those concepts to their lives on a daily basis, yet ignore them when it comes to relationships. I know I have. ARRR!!!

xiox

xiox

HOPEFUL

Bronx, NY

AUG 16, 2008 03:34 AM

Thanks Grayness. I guess what bothered me is that I know that I am perfectly capable, mentally and physically, and still, I just watched the whole thing play out.

Oh well. One on the grass, one on the pavement.

KatieKat

KatieKat

Altoona, FL
May 2006

AUG 16, 2008 07:51 PM

I miss you.

Right now I feel like I'm wandering with my eyes closed. Hopefully I'll peek them open and get my bearings soon.

I know you understand this and it's part of why I miss you so much right now.

PreviousNext
Past
SEPTEMBER 2008

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

AUGUST 2008

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31

JULY 2008

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31