Member: grayness

grayness is doubt and hope, mixed.

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MAY 11, 2008 @ 12:13 AM

So, my news this week is that after a suspicion that something wasn't quite right with Fearless, and a couple of trips to the vet, it has been confirmed that he has diabetes. Saturday morning was my first morning doing insulin shots. Fortunately, it's gone about as well as is possible... it's a very small needle, and Fearless took it without any complaint. It may just be my imagination, but I think he already feels better. So, in about six hours, we do it all over again...

I'm just glad it's something treatable. I was so scared it wasn't going to be.


Because of this, I'm looking at trying to start making all the food for my guys... after some reading I am becoming convinced that that is the direction to go. So one thing I am looking for is a good, high-powered meat grinder.


In other news...

My bosses gave me my desk from work- we are relocating to smaller offices and it just would not fit through the doors in the new place. So I spent this evening with my cousin getting the larger of the two parts home. This has inspired me to state:

Grayness' First Observation on Furniture
If a given piece of furniture, when moved, is more likely to break you than you it, then it is well made.


I love my new 300 pound baby sitting in the hall. biggrin And amazingly enough, no Graynesses {or cousins} were harmed in the production of this piece. Now if I can just get it into *this* room...


so, my answers...

SPOILERS! (Click to view)




  • What's the oddest thing in which you have sincerely believed?


  • I have a trick answer to this question- nothing. Thinking back, I never believed in most of the things ordinary children did... I just *wanted* to. Belief has long been a scarce commodity for me... and I envy those who have it, in anything that makes them a better person, or that adds some magic to the world.

    This leads me to another observation: if you ever have children, don't be too honest with them, too soon. My mom knew[and knows] this, I think. My father...


  • Are you the same person you were five years ago? If not, how different are you, and how?


  • I'm mostly the same. Sometimes I'm proud that I'm a bit tougher, sometimes I worry that that toughness is going a little too deep. Heh. And sometimes I laugh at myself for thinking too much instead of just doing what needs doing...

  • Who, of all the people in the world, has your favorite voice? You may pick male and female if you like, or can't narrow it down.


  • Male? Jimmy Stewart. Female? Well, actually someone none of you know. She came to the United States when she was 14 from what was at the time the Soviet Union, and she has just the tiniest trace of that background left in her speaking voice. That, and she's pretty much my favorite person on the face of the earth...

  • What subject area gave you, or gives you now, the most trouble in school? What was the most fun?



  • The hardest subject I ever had was linguistic anthropology... because it completely failed to interest me, and also because I am not so hot with precisely distinguishing spoken sounds that don't occur in English. Written language is much easier- one reason I love dead languages. wink

    The most fun would be a toss up between Archaeology and Astronomy. Astronomy by a hair, I think.


  • The "If a tree falls in the forest and no one is there to hear it fall" question.... deep, pointless, or el caca de toro?



  • The full question is "If a tree falls in the forest and no one is there to hear it fall, does it make a noise?"
    I view it as pointless, although I respect that others may not.



  • So, if you were put in charge of an ancient monastery/repository of infinite wisdom, and you had to test those who came to the gates, and either turn them away as unworthy, or let them pass... what would be your test?



  • I like the answer Thaddius gave, in particular. But my answer is just that I would quietly watch unseen from a distance, and wait, and that there is no one path that might gain entry for someone. I suspect it would be more of a test of my character than of any who would come...


  • Sleep issues aside- do you prefer sunset or sunrise?



  • Sunset. Twilight always seems to be when I hit my stride. It's when the light is right for the way I look at things, and when there is, for me, just the least little trace of magic.


  • Does history show, again and again, how nature points out the folly of men?



  • Well, men have lots of folly, but they tend to point out each other's follies [although not usually their own] without nature [other than human] even having to get involved.

    And indeed, we are not above nature.

    Oh- and GODZILLA!


  • What's your favorite short story, ever?


  • The Boy Who Drew Cats

  • If you could be dramatically (1) more beautiful/handsome, (2) more funny, or (3) more wise which would you chose?


  • Well, to be more funny, one would have to be more witty, usually. Be able to think faster. And one would have to have more empathy for other people- an insight into their natures in order to understand what would amuse them. And a funny person can comfort and bring happiness, which is really being beautiful on an emotional level. So, I think being more funny is a good way of getting elements of both of the other two choices.

    Plus, I think I'd annoy myself if I were too wise.



  • If you could be all three of the previous, or somewhat more lucky which would you chose?


  • I honestly don't know. I'd prefer to succeed without luck- by my own skill, on my own merits, doing things not the easy way, but the Grayness way. But that also strikes me as hubris. Who am I to turn down fortune when the universe would be gracious enough to offer it?

    I think I would politely ask the universe for all three... and not to need luck.








There are other things to talk about... but I am still... thinking.

Comments
FormerlySid

FormerlySid

Providence, RI
June 2007

MAY 11, 2008 07:24 AM

I am glad Fearless is not afraid of the needle! wink

catdad

catdad

Portland, OR
August 2002

MAY 11, 2008 11:45 AM

You've had some stressful times with the kids over the last year or so. Like you said, good thing this one is treatable.

Back to the questions:

What's the oddest thing in which you have sincerely believed? I can't think of anything in particular, besides the usual - god, santa claus, etc... I guess one belief that has haunted me most of my life is that I could compensate for the shortcomings of those close to me, whether it be family or lovers, which enables them to avoid dealing with the issues themselves.

Are you the same person you were five years ago? If not, how different are you, and how? Mostly. I've had to come to better terms with my parents and myself aging. I've surpassed my goal for the amount of money I need to put away towards retirement each month. Money doesn't buy happiness, but it does buy peace of mind. I'm more comfortable with where I am, but less comfortable with how or where things are going with some people I know.

Who, of all the people in the world, has your favorite voice? You may pick male and female if you like, or can't narrow it down. That's a tough one, because vocals are usually the focal point for me in music and I hear (or feel) different emotions from different voices. Chris Shinn is probably my current favorite singer and has a voice not quite like anyone else, but I've always been a fan of Eddie Vedder's voice when he sings like he's trying to dislodge his vocal cords, as opposed to some of the ballad stuff he's done. I've always been instantly attracted to women who have girlish voices. We have a few of them at work and it's always a distraction if they are talking within earshot.

What subject area gave you, or gives you now, the most trouble in school? What was the most fun? Weird, because I was always drawn towards math and science and had taken two math classes my sophomore year in HS in order to complete calculus by my senior year. Cosmology was my love and I attended an astronomy summer camp organized by the Oregon Museum of Science and Industry three years in a row. But my junior year, the English classes were allowing me to be more creative and I took a psychology class, which opened up a new direction of thinking. Senior year, I didn't take any math and had changed my college plans towards psychology and writing. That was also the time I started dabbling with singing, so I was grasping for more creative outlets at that time. In college, I struggled with both math and writing and pretty much life in general. I no longer enjoyed math and found it tedious. I had to be in a different state of mind in order to write well and found it harder and harder to get into that state of mind. The two years I stuck it out, college sort of sucked. In the end, philosophy was probably what I enjoyed the most and was somewhat of a 'best of both worlds' scenario.

The "If a tree falls in the forest and no one is there to hear it fall" question.... deep, pointless, or el caca de toro? I understand the concept, but haven't delved into the details that drove this hypothesis. My personal opinion is that it is BS, but again, I don't have a good understanding of the source logic. But the idea that events only follow standard physics when there is an audience to view or experience them just doesn't sit well with me.

So, if you were put in charge of an ancient monastery/repository of infinite wisdom, and you had to test those who came to the gates, and either turn them away as unworthy, or let them pass... what would be your test? Good question, but I don't think anyone would be worthy. This isn't like heaven, where they are either in or out. They'd come, learn things, and leave again. There is the risk that they may change from the worthy person they were at the time they came, they may be manipulated in some way after they leave that would risk them sharing what they've learned with the unworthy, or they may have not been worthy in the first place and my own error or misjudgement allowed them access. The people in history I can think of who might have been worthy, already seemed to have it, anyway.

Sleep issues aside- do you prefer sunset or sunrise? Sunset

Does history show, again and again, how nature points out the folly of men? yes

What's your favorite short story, ever? I can't remember all of them I've loved, but a couple that come to mind are 'Hinterlands' by William Gibson and 'The Little Puppy That Could' by Martin Amis.

If you could be dramatically (1) more beautiful/handsome, (2) more funny, or (3) more wise which would you chose? I think I'd probably choose more funny, but it's a near toss-up with wise.

If you could be all three of the previous, or somewhat more lucky which would you chose? All three. My luck is fine.

Thaddius

Thaddius

Antarctica
February 2006

MAY 11, 2008 01:56 PM

Glad to hear Fearless is alright.

I believe in that test of furniture as well.

I like your answers. I'll have to print out and read that story. (I have a hard time reading things online) And thank you for liking my answer.

velvet_petal

velvet_petal

I'm lost
November 2006

MAY 11, 2008 03:28 PM

I am sorry to hear about your kitty. Taking control of their diet sounds like a good idea. There is so much unknown junk in the packaged foods.

Thanks for sharing your answers. Those were fun.

velvet_petal

velvet_petal

I'm lost
November 2006

MAY 11, 2008 07:31 PM

That's an unexpected and undesirable side effect.

janegeraldine

janegeraldine

Saint Paul, MN
April 2007

MAY 11, 2008 07:35 PM

I love reading your blogs. smile And so glad the kitty problem is one you can help him with. Once you start making their food, I would like to hear how it goes. I have kind of read a little about it in the past and know that it can be a lot of work, but the health benefits are amazing.

Greaser

Greaser

Baton Rouge, LA
July 2006

MAY 12, 2008 02:26 PM

My mom had a cat with diabetes. He handled the needle well too, and it all became routine. He lasted about three years before dying of kidney failure (I think he was about ten years old).

catdad

catdad

Portland, OR
August 2002

MAY 12, 2008 07:52 PM

Oh, yeah, I had forgotten to check your answers. That was a very good story. If you get bored, you might read Hinterlands (excuse the typos) if you haven't already. I could not find The Little Puppy that Could online, but it's in Amis's book Einstein's Monsters.

Funny how I can make it sound like I've been busy in my blog when it seems to me like I spend an awful lot of time being unproductive. confused

BrightRedScream

BrightRedScream

Stoney Creek, ON
April 2005

MAY 13, 2008 06:53 PM

I enjoy reading your blogs..just so you know.

RedRobin13

RedRobin13

Burlington, ON
June 2007

MAY 14, 2008 01:12 PM

I have missed catching up with you! You always have such interesting things for me to read.....biggrin

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