Well, I am trying to keep this as updated as I can for when my sis gets back into town and can read this. I was at work today and got a phone call from my sister (other sister)...I missed the call, so there was a message left on it. I was surprised to find her crying in the message. I listened and felt as though I were dreaming...the words she had to say seemed unreal, and cruel. She said that my grandmother was probably going to die either tonight or tomorrow. I started to shake as I dialed her number to find out what was going on. As I spoke with her over the phone and listened to the deafening words coming from her trembling tone, I tried to keep from shaking. I had to keep my voice steady as to not upset her further...i've always been the tough one in the family. I made a quick decision to go back up there to say my goodbyes, but when it came down to it, I realized that I needed to decide as to whether I should go to her death bed, or to her funeral. I chose the latter of the two. Time will soon tell her final fate...I just hope she goes in her sleep.
kickrjason:
i wont give up if you wont . . . .