haven't updated in a while because i haven't done a whole lot. i can't find a job to save my life and i'm broke as fuck. i've mostly been trying to be productive in other ways like going to the gym and catching up on reading. and i haven't even been writing cause i've been too stressed out to focus on plot and character development. so that's great. hopefully shit will change soon. either that or i'll have to start killing people. again.