into: Friends, Tattoos, Suicide Girls!, Piercings, Acting, Music, Abnormalities, Uniqueness, Hippieness, Beliefs, Opinions, Imagination, Candyland, Carebears, Living Dead Dolls, Green Day, Furry plants, All animals, Organization, Precision, Blood, Horror, Castles, Medieval Times, Laughing, Decorating, Mustangs (the car), Tragic romances, Reading, Writing, Poetry, Quotes, The Supernatural, Magic, Art, Culture, Movies, History, WWII, Taking personality assessments, The environment, Making fun of idiots, Debating, Romance, Sleeping, Passion, Beauty, Life, Truth, Freedom, Happiness.
not into: SMOKING. Partying. DRAMA. High school. People in general ... I don't have a lot of friends.
makes me happy: My friends and family. Being in his arms and not having to worry about anything other than being in love. Learning new things. Having a professor at college that enjoys teaching and does it well. Planning out my future. READING. The fact I can tell my best friend/love of my life ANYTHING. And I mean anything.
makes me sad: The thought that I live 2700 miles away from the love of my life, and that I have to choose between being with him or being with my family, especially my mom, who has always been my best friend. The fact I have to be on medications in order to deal with life and to make me even remotely happy. The fact that I really don't know what I would want to do in life as a career than being an amazing housewife. The fact that I get extremely hungry at midnight and eat and then gain an absurd amount of weight thanks to this. The fact that I'm pretty damn poor and worry about money all the time. The fact people think it's sad I don't have a lot of friends when really I do this on purpose.
hobbies: Acting, Laughing, Reading, Writing, Sleeping, The beautiful invention known as the internet, Creating my own drama but trying to stay away from others'.
5 things i can't live without: Friends and family, a pillow and a blanket, purses, nail polish, porn.
vices: Food. Complaining. Avoidance.
thoughts on sg: I love it
i spend most of my free time: studying, working, talking nonstop to my best friend on the phone, sleeping, and enjoying the internet's perks.
occupation: Full-time student and part-time cashier.
current crush: His name is Casper. And he's damn sexy.
body mods: Plain ol' ear piercings and a tattoo of a scarlet carson flower (from V for Vendetta) on my left shoulder blade, as well as the word "Veritas" on my left foot (meaning truth) and the word "Aequitas" (meaning equality) on my right, taken from the movie The Boondock Saints. Hoping to get one or two more tattoos over the years ... we'll see when.
heroes: I don't have heroes, just awe for amazing people. But I do admire my mother and best friend for putting up with me the way they do. I am quite hard to handle.
gets me hot: Seeing a bulge in a man's pants, cleavage, pretty eyes, moaning, passionate kissing, heavy breathing, clit piercings.
favorite position: Doggystyle. Hands down, nothing can beat it for me. Does it for me every time.
fantasy: Haha, I'm sure I would scar many people if I did mention that on here. =P
sign: Cancer.
Yes, I am a crab.
It does fit me perfectly.
most humbling moment: Realizing I actually have to work for my grades now, and not just be amazing at everything like I was when I was 12.
i lost my virginity: on my at-the-time-boyfriend's parents' office's bathroom floor. It was cold. The second time was much better.
CIGARETTES: Nope
MY DIET: Omnivore
ALCOHOL: Occasionally
MY DRUG USE: Drug Free
I AM LOOKING FOR: whoever comes along
MY KINK FACTOR: I'll try anything once, especially if you beg for it.
MY POLITICS: Bleeding-heart Liberal
POT: Nope
MY STATUS: single
MY IDEA OF A GOOD TIME: Internet. All night. Again.
I WANT: Friendship
MY PIGEONHOLES: Fuck you, I defy categories