girlfixer's July 10, 2003 blog

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JULY 10, 2003 @ 04:52 PM

I want to abolish casual sex from my life. Not because I don't enjoy it. It just seems a bit pointless. Okay, so, yeah, orgasms = great but I can acheive a similar effect using my right hand and a vibrator (and probably have a more meaningful relationship with them too)

Is anyone else confused about what the hell they want from life, love wise? One minute I'm thinking I just want a fuckbuddy, the next minute I want true love, the next minute I just want someone to hang out with. Then I want a sandwich.

My friend pointed out to me the other day that I always fall for the guys or girls with which it is least likely I'll be able to have a nice relationship with - so, that's druggies, heterosexual girls, fucking insane people and people in relationships (who forget to tell you that they're in one until you've had sex enough times to actually like them.)

I think the problem is that I've never ever slept around. The idea just doesn't appeal to me at all. For all the fucking emotional trauma involved, I'd rather stay in and wank thanks.

In fact, yes. I'm calling for Masturbators of the World to Unite! Raise your hands in pride! We don't need anyone else to get us off!

I think I'm oversexed

//Edit// - I'm away for 2 weeks, so I won't be around to comment and stuff >.< love you all!

Oh, and I have my nipples pierced now =D

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patpromise

United Kingdom

July 2003

JUL 17, 2003 06:47 AM

major confusion flex there methinks.

sometimes i just want to go out a fuck some random bird from a club, but then i remember i've got a girl and what she means to me.

it's wierd. i just can't make up my mind either.

shit.

_V_

I'm lost

August 2002

JUL 19, 2003 09:18 PM

i too cannot raise my hands i must sit on them to stop from touching myself
but seriously
the first two paragraphs are me
it sucks
i hate being so back and forth

Joubee

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

JUL 21, 2003 08:14 AM

Do you find you want the opposite of what you have?

Have = fuck buddy ................Want = true romance

Have = elongated love............Want = Toy Joy

Nex_Flamma

Portland, OR

February 2003

JUL 25, 2003 02:16 AM

It's been two weeks. We miss you.
Come back to us.

Stacie

SUICIDEGIRL

Florida, USA

JUL 26, 2003 09:28 AM

aww.. i soo could use some girl snuggles. especially from a cutie like yourself

Jia

SUICIDEGIRL

Vatican City

JUL 27, 2003 12:53 PM

the hair is a mix of colours from the past.

munch

United Kingdom

May 2003

JUL 28, 2003 11:15 AM

hi there girlfixer!

it does get confusing, and never gets easier - would I rather have a fuckbuddy or true love? Or maybe just fly solo for a bit (ooh that was polite...)?

to be honest, i sometimes find a curry, a few beers and a damn good live punk band is better than anything!

btw, ace selection of films and books on your profile - American History X and Ghost World are a couple of my faves, and Invisible Monsters is an amazing book - and I barely have the patience to read!

eyeballkid

Franklin, OH

June 2003

JUL 28, 2003 08:58 PM

Here are my feelings on casual sex, Yes, masterbation can achieve the same results, in fact, I cum best when masterbating, but you don't feal that transient feeling of acrid longing that you, with a little practice, can take away from any short-term encounter.
Also, as far as people being cofused about what they want from life, Yes there are others. They're called the human race. Why? Because we reason. Cats aren't confused. (unless they're on fire.)

TheOriginalSin

I'm lost

September 2002

JUL 28, 2003 11:15 PM

*raises hands*

Yay for masturbators!!

People are over rated.

muller

San Jose, CA

July 2002

JUL 30, 2003 04:50 PM

I only wish I was oversexed.
Sex with ones self = fun
Sex with others = exciting.

[Edited on Jul 30, 2003 because we both love Jeff Buclkey ]

Even now youre undressed in your dreams with me

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[Edited on Jul 30, 2003]

EvilLyn

SUICIDEGIRL

Saint Lucia

JUL 31, 2003 03:45 PM

Awww, I've never owned a vibrator either. No need to be sad.
And call me United, honey.
I just had a conversation with a female friend of mine, and apparently she only masturbates like once or twice a year. I don't understand...

Siara

SUICIDEGIRL

Australia

JUL 31, 2003 06:21 PM

.. Yeah how cool are some of the Japanese boots..!! i have got the book called 'Fruits' .. have you seen it? It is just pics taken on the streets of Japan of different outfits and stuff.. and they have the coolest clothes and shoes.. I can't wait to go to Japan to go shopping!
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