okay, i made it home from seattle. just barely tho. waking up at 1pm when calling amtrak to get a ticket for the 6pm train and finding out you have to take the 1:45 train = the suck! rushing to get your stuff together, a cab, and across town while severly severly hung over from all sorts of shit = the suck!
anyway my visit didnt = the suck tho!
i miss seann and lane already.
anyway my visit didnt = the suck tho!
i miss seann and lane already.
ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow
L and BigDirty have broken me. my head is going to explode and i can just barely sit.
L and BigDirty have broken me. my head is going to explode and i can just barely sit.
yay going to meet up with anais and go see hanzel and gretyl!!!!
could i possibly be the happiest girl alive?
could i possibly be the happiest girl alive?
umm. yeah. halloween was crazy.
i have a big bump on my head still. a headache, and my right foot was numb for about a day and a half. i dont remember hitting my head, but i think i had blood in my hair saturday morning. i also lost my ball gag somehow.
i have a big bump on my head still. a headache, and my right foot was numb for about a day and a half. i dont remember hitting my head, but i think i had blood in my hair saturday morning. i also lost my ball gag somehow.
im terribly confused, depressed, worried, and reminiscent.
i need a break from this break.
i dont know what to do.
it scares me.
i dont know what im looking for, or if ill ever even find it. if i do, will i know its what ive been searching for?
update:
i love flux, thats all i need!!!
i need a break from this break.
i dont know what to do.
it scares me.
i dont know what im looking for, or if ill ever even find it. if i do, will i know its what ive been searching for?
update:
i love flux, thats all i need!!!
it was great to meet little miss lola this weekend. she has to be one of the sweetest, prettiest things to pass through portland as of late, and i had someone to gab to about a certain someone whos too cute for his own gay good.
sushi was fun even tho flux and i dont eat sushi and we just sat there. i just go to sushi to drink.
i also had fun running around in the dark and know knowing that if i had to run around in a smokey dark blacklit room i could kill people!
sushi was fun even tho flux and i dont eat sushi and we just sat there. i just go to sushi to drink.
i also had fun running around in the dark and know knowing that if i had to run around in a smokey dark blacklit room i could kill people!
the inevitable seems to be becoming much more so.
i fear i may be leaving this lovely town soon, not nessecarily by choice. but quite possibly by force.
it makes me sad because ive come to love a lot of you fellow pdx-ers. yet where ill be going is home.
well see what happens in the next two weeks.
i fear i may be leaving this lovely town soon, not nessecarily by choice. but quite possibly by force.
it makes me sad because ive come to love a lot of you fellow pdx-ers. yet where ill be going is home.
well see what happens in the next two weeks.
crap im tired. someone remind me not to get severly drunk the night before i have lots of things to do. wait, everyday theres lots of things to do. being hungover doesnt make them anymore fun.
p.s. i like to look at porn at the public library.
p.s. i like to look at porn at the public library.
alright, so this weekend im going to look at apartments with my new future roomates. one actually is a roomate at the moment, but the only one i can stand. im still on the job hunt, and i think if i cant find a job in the new week or atleast 2, that i might be moving back to minneapolis.
that excites me and also depresses me at the same time. i miss all my friends and lately ive been thinking about minneapolis non stop. the downside would mean moving in with my father for a few weeks/month until i could get a job there and an apartment, so the idea doesnt excite me as much as when im just thinking how much i miss everyone there.
hah today i got an interview with saks. they made me sign a thing that says if im hired that i wont smoke in/on/or near the store. so im just gonna smoke a hell of a lot before i go in and stink it up. boo to having to wear super nice clothes all the time.
that excites me and also depresses me at the same time. i miss all my friends and lately ive been thinking about minneapolis non stop. the downside would mean moving in with my father for a few weeks/month until i could get a job there and an apartment, so the idea doesnt excite me as much as when im just thinking how much i miss everyone there.
hah today i got an interview with saks. they made me sign a thing that says if im hired that i wont smoke in/on/or near the store. so im just gonna smoke a hell of a lot before i go in and stink it up. boo to having to wear super nice clothes all the time.
