"Feels like a man, as I drained my oil pan... I put my car up on bricks...now there nothing I cannot fix, if i put it up bricks...."
Thought about MU330, today as I was changing car's oil
Thought about MU330, today as I was changing car's oil
http://us.macmillan.com/towersofmidnight
Only one more Week, second to last book... for any one who knows me...you know this is a huge deal...
Been reading these books since I was 11, waiting 2-3 years a piece for them...
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Can barely contain my excitement!
Wheel of time...Yea!
Only one more Week, second to last book... for any one who knows me...you know this is a huge deal...
Been reading these books since I was 11, waiting 2-3 years a piece for them...
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Can barely contain my excitement!
Wheel of time...Yea!
I would like to thank who ever renewed my account for me You made my week!
Being as broke as I am have not had much money to do the things I like to do like come on here.
If any one cares to know what I am up to... I am still working with the Dead Man's Carnival in milwaukee when I can. I am back in school so i can get a better day job as I need to. I am living for a bit in West Bend, WI nw of Milwaukee to save up to fix my car, and cam taking a few classes while I am here. I have a lot of time to work on projects, but being out here means a lot less interesting people to work on them with.
Looking forward to the next carnival season come march, will have some new stuff ready for the circus...
You made my week!Being as broke as I am have not had much money to do the things I like to do like come on here.
If any one cares to know what I am up to... I am still working with the Dead Man's Carnival in milwaukee when I can. I am back in school so i can get a better day job as I need to. I am living for a bit in West Bend, WI nw of Milwaukee to save up to fix my car, and cam taking a few classes while I am here. I have a lot of time to work on projects, but being out here means a lot less interesting people to work on them with.
Looking forward to the next carnival season come march, will have some new stuff ready for the circus...
Due to the very weak amount of business at my store, and my subsequent lack of money I am afraid I cannot afford to indulge in renewing my account when the terms are up tommorrow.
I know I do not comment as much as i could or am as active as I once was on here, but I am still sad to go.
Perhaps when I am not so poor I cannot make a triuphant quiet return.
Until the Pattern Weaves
Live Excellent and Be Well
The Son in winter
drove out to see my son today
It was a long trip my first drive on the freeway in years, so the trip out there was a but stressful. Was great to see him though. He was attentive, as well a 4 month baby can be. We laughed, talked, and I played peek-a-boo with him. It was good stuff. I look forward to seeing him again soon.
Now I am going to relax for just a bit maybe take a quick nap, then go pick up a night parking permit so I do not get a ticket for parking in front of my house, lol.
drove out to see my son today
It was a long trip my first drive on the freeway in years, so the trip out there was a but stressful. Was great to see him though. He was attentive, as well a 4 month baby can be. We laughed, talked, and I played peek-a-boo with him. It was good stuff. I look forward to seeing him again soon.
Now I am going to relax for just a bit maybe take a quick nap, then go pick up a night parking permit so I do not get a ticket for parking in front of my house, lol.
175 PBD and bigger news
What does it all mean, these numbers..and letters...
Why it is the license plate i.d. of my first CAR!
Well second really but the first one was never in my name so this is my first REAL car. So yes this means I also have my license, double yea! I am becoming all sorts of responsible now. I got back earlier today from going to the DMV, and the emissions testing place. Everything is in order and in place. Only thing now I need is a local parking pass from the 5th district.
Even more important...then finally driving legally after ten years...
I am going to see my son for the first time since I have known he is my son. I am driving out tomorrow whenever works out best for everyone's schedule. I am looking VERY forward to this Wish me luck!
What does it all mean, these numbers..and letters...
Why it is the license plate i.d. of my first CAR!
Well second really but the first one was never in my name so this is my first REAL car. So yes this means I also have my license, double yea! I am becoming all sorts of responsible now. I got back earlier today from going to the DMV, and the emissions testing place. Everything is in order and in place. Only thing now I need is a local parking pass from the 5th district.
Even more important...then finally driving legally after ten years...
I am going to see my son for the first time since I have known he is my son. I am driving out tomorrow whenever works out best for everyone's schedule. I am looking VERY forward to this
Wish me luck!Three months
It has now been three months since my son was born. I still have not seen him from almost a month ago when i found he was actually my son. For that reason at least I am looking forward to Thursday at the court date when i might actually be able to see him. I am looking forward to being excited about this and not just stressed about it as while it feels very serious. It does not feel entirely real yet not having seen him. I am hoping that me and him mother can be on better terms after we see each other in person as she is not talking to me as it is now.
I am very aggravated about my life being out of my hands in many ways and under the affluence of the whims of the court. I have been, and continue to try to handle this situation to the best of my abilities. I keep being disrespected, ignored and marginalized by this process. It has been making irritable of late and I would like that to stop. I am hoping that when i get a car the vague empowerment will at least let be able to relieve my stress a bit. It will let me choose some of my level of involvement at least, rather then having me pr actually at the mercy of forces around me. Any one who know me well knows i do now handle shackles well. Part of the reason i used to live on the street was my burning need to NOT be trapped by other people petty drama. Life is to short for such trivialities. Not having grown up with a father, it is very important to em toe be a good father and be there for my son. That is not what constrains me. It is strictly the emasculating process of the courts, as well as my specific exclusion by my son mother thus far, though i hope the later will change at least in time.
Regardless of how the courts play out. I look forward to the time when I can move on with my life, my son a part of it. As of now it seems only a long erogenous path lies ahead of me.
It has now been three months since my son was born. I still have not seen him from almost a month ago when i found he was actually my son. For that reason at least I am looking forward to Thursday at the court date when i might actually be able to see him. I am looking forward to being excited about this and not just stressed about it as while it feels very serious. It does not feel entirely real yet not having seen him. I am hoping that me and him mother can be on better terms after we see each other in person as she is not talking to me as it is now.
I am very aggravated about my life being out of my hands in many ways and under the affluence of the whims of the court. I have been, and continue to try to handle this situation to the best of my abilities. I keep being disrespected, ignored and marginalized by this process. It has been making irritable of late and I would like that to stop. I am hoping that when i get a car the vague empowerment will at least let be able to relieve my stress a bit. It will let me choose some of my level of involvement at least, rather then having me pr actually at the mercy of forces around me. Any one who know me well knows i do now handle shackles well. Part of the reason i used to live on the street was my burning need to NOT be trapped by other people petty drama. Life is to short for such trivialities. Not having grown up with a father, it is very important to em toe be a good father and be there for my son. That is not what constrains me. It is strictly the emasculating process of the courts, as well as my specific exclusion by my son mother thus far, though i hope the later will change at least in time.
Regardless of how the courts play out. I look forward to the time when I can move on with my life, my son a part of it. As of now it seems only a long erogenous path lies ahead of me.
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