i have walked these lonesome streets for too long. and you have destroyed the city that meant so much to me. now i just see uglyness and it makes me want to vomit. sincerly though thank you. it's been great.

some kids pranked my phone today and told me they wanted to spray aqua net up my ass and lick it all up. hilarious

i wish my special someone would get a DWI. that would make my whole month, maybe even my year.

i have made friends on this site and i have made it to event's that were great. i just wish i wasen't getting cut out. did i do something wrong. please don't hate me.

do you still like me?

candy told me nothing really matters anymore.
when i asked what she means
she says i outta know.
candy says shes made arrangements for me in the sand
candy says she wants me with her down in candyland.

candy says she wonders why we try.
i coulden't think of what to say
i had no ready reply.
candy i'd like it were she is
she says it's an opportunity i don't want to miss

candy says she's made arrangements for me in the sand
candy says she wants me with down in candyland
candy says she wants me with down in candyland

candy asked me if she died if i could go on
of course i said i coulden't
and of course we knew that's wrong.

but candy i said candy no you can't do that to becuase you love me way too much for you to ever leave.

candy says she's made arrangements for me in the sand
candy says she wants me with down in candyland
candy says she wants me with down in candyland

candy says she's made arrangements for me in the sand
candy says she wants me with down in candyland
candy says she wants me with down in candyland

did i forget to tell you i love morphine.
this song was about a very important person to me
and then she fucked me over for life. which felt absoulutly fantastic but what the hell i'll give it another go around.

friday i get to go back home. so i'm super excited

why do i stand commited to the person who has fucked me over more times in a year than most people go through in a lifetime? what's going on in my head that puts thourh all this pain. i might be making a huge mistake by moving back in with her. but i guess this is what i want. i just can't do this thing without her. one day it will be better, but i don't know how long i can go on when me and her are living day to day.

i can't wait to return to minnesota. i miss the cities so much.

i'm already homesick. sad thing is i've been here a week. but i get to go home next friday but i have to fly back to colorado on sunday. i wish someone would tell me a little story. just the smallest of one. and i think judas is mad at me. sorry i don't know what i did. but i'm sorry.

of the map where the wild things grow
another world outside my door.
here i stand i'm all alone
driving down the pitch black road
lilah your my only home
and i can't make it on my own.
your a bed time story.
the one that keeps the curtains closed.
and i hope your waiting for me
cause i can't make own

i fucking love morphine.