i cant imagine what hurt she feels right now. i mean, i *can* imagine it which is why i want to help her.
..but i cant. which is depressing. i cant save her the pain.. i cant take her away. i cant help him. i cant stop him from leaving this world. i cant even say anything to cheer her up. hell, i cant even talk to her right now because she's closed down and grieving. all i can do is wait, until she needs me.
i feel helpless. i feel her hurt. damn it.
c.
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