so...the search begins anew...again.
i will try to remain optimistic this time. i will try.
*sigh*

...okay...
...deep breath...
...three months & twenty-three days to go...

it's 5:10 a.m.
glad to be off til Monday.
wish it coulda been longer, but i'll take this time.
thanks for time...for real.
goodnite or good morn...i'm going to bed.

so june 28th has come & gone. i am now officially on vacation! WOO HOO!!!
last couple of months were insane @ work, but i gotta say that Karma is in full effect & is coming down on my ex-boss hard. i'm not going to revel in it, but i will acknowledge that it was a long time coming & appreciate that it did.
i've been fortunate to work with the coworkers ii had and i will miss them dearly. i'm also fortuante to have made an impression on certain individuals with connections, as they are helping me with finding a new spot to work in. Thank you much
there are some unforgettable, great moments that i will always cherish & some great people who will be with me 4ever...in any case...
MUCHO LOVE!!!

...so...i'm sinking into my sadness. sinking quicker than i could've foreseen. the job is really gettin' to me & i want to start planning my vacay. the problem is...why is traveling so goddamn expensive?!?!

i really need to find a way to get to Amsterdam...it is time for my pilgrimage, but i can't afford it. i need to find a way to get there this summer...i really do. at this point, i feel like it might be my last shot to go...idk. checkin out the site cheered me up some, but still...i don't know.

more soon,