I haven't updated in so long. Work has been sucking the life force out of me! I sit in front of a computer all day so when I get home going on my computer is the last thing I want to do. Other than that life is great at the moment. My birthday is coming up in two weeks.....yay for 22. I still remember being little and wondering what my life would be like when i was in my 20's. I don't think I pictured this. I took a sick day from work because i woke up with a terrible headache, this past week was super stressful with planning for our company Christmas party, which i was told i was running at the last possible moment. it's all good though everyone got tanked and it was fun times. The stress of it all is just wearing off. in lighter more exciting news the boy and i got engaged a few months back which is so crazy exciting i'm still not over it. now i'm just worried about being able to afford a wedding and all that planning....i think a few more of these tension headache are on the horizon. hope everyone out there is doing well and getting excited for Christmas. i finally get a proper Christmas this year because of my job so i can't wait!

Despite my best efforts to update more it just hasn't happened. Work is great I love the company and have pretty much been told that i've been hired to become an office manager which is scary and cool all in one. I like that i'm also making more than poverty level wages now too. what a concept paying people what they're worth. 35 people have quit Michael's so far this year and it's only half over. anyhoo life is good, i did a dumb thing and got a really expensive upgrade on my cell phone yesterday but meh you gotta do something for yourself once in awhile at least that's what i'm telling myself anyways. hope everyone else is doing well!

I got the job! Woot.

I've been pretty inactive for months now. I finished school and I now hold in my hand a useless fucking degree that cost me a ton of money and has proven useless in the real world, let alone the work force. Whatever at least school is over for now. I have to get out of my current job, i'm having anxiety attacks and I'm utterly miserable working there. It's killing me and i'm taking it out on Nick, which is so not cool because he doesn't deserve to be treated that way. I sometimes wonder exactly what he sees in me or if one day he's going to wake up and realize who he's really with. Not much else has happened lately I might be getting a bike today which is very exciting, Yay for being even more broke. I went to the Oak Bay Tea Party last night, it's like this three day carnival thing that they do every year in the first weekend in June, I haven't been in years and all the old people complained and got it shut down earlier this year, which pisses me off sometimes because it's one weekend out of the year, suck it up! Nick won me a penquin (which I need help naming btw) it's cost a fucking fortune!. All in all it was a pretty good night. Other than that there's not much to say about my little life

WOW. Taking Back Sunday sucks live!. As my best friend would say. "it hurts the face". but armor for sleep and underoath were amazing so the ticket wasn't a total waste. I still love taking back but would never see them live ever again. the singer was so busying swinging his mic around he forgot to sing. my boyfriends best friend ditched out on us at the last minute causing huge and i'm sure unending drama with my best friend, i feel stuck in the middle because she's telling me not to talk to the "enemy"(which is super mature for a 21 year old i know) but he's also my boyfriends best friend. however the more she tells me not to talk to him the more i'm inclined to just because i hate being told what to do (which i know is mature on my part).. whatever stupid drama, i guess i'm not pissed because i expect this kind of flaky behaviour from him, plus i know he'll pay for whatever his portion was, because he's not unreasonable. it was such a horribly awkward situation though. bah. anyways that's the recap of my weekend. i have to write a math test at 8:30 tomorrow and i'm freaking out at the moment. stupid math. anyways that's all for me night night

I'm off to see Taking Back Sunday. Armor for Sleep and Underoath tonight. I'm very excited and also very hung over. I love having a friends birthday on St Patty's Day, twice the excuse to get drunk! I haven't been around much lately i've been busy with school and work and such. Hope everyone is doing well.

So I got the "promotion" I applied for at work. Very pleased about it, even though I hate workin there sometimes. I at least am guaranteed more hours than i'm getting now. I also have an interview for a really kick ass job on friday which i'm nervous/excited about. It for a laboratory tech position which would be so perfect for me because it pays waaaaaaaaay more and i would get to be around science geeks like me! I hope I get the job although I'll feel super guilty about getting a promotion and then quitting . Well a little guilty at least.
So I have a funny story that's going to make me look super blonde and stupid. The other day I came home early from work because I was sick. My body has been revolting in every possible way due to the antibiotics i was on when i got my wisdom teeth out. Anyways obviously in my haste to get into my cozy bed i stuffed my iPod into my lunch bag instead of my purse. Long story short my lunch bag went into the fridge as did my iPod for an entire day before i realized it the next afternoon. I'm sincerely hoping it's not broken, it seems to work. But i still feel stupid for putting it in the fucking fridge. hope everyone out there is doing well. I'm hoping i'm going to start feeling better soon, i hate feeling like crap all the time.

Yesterday I did this to my hair:

I HAVE to quit my job before I hurt someone. I called in sick yesterday (because I couldn't get out of bed) for the first time in like four months i might add, and my ass manager gave me attitude about it. I hate that bitch so much. Seriously I bust my ass for that company when I'm there even though it's shit pay and even shittier people and what do I get? A hard time because i'm legitimately ill. I had to go to the clinic to get a doctor's note today because we need one for ever absence now. Assholes. God that place makes me want to scream. Everyone there treats their job like its the most important thing in the entire world, but it not. It's Michael's for christ sake. Ugh I think Friday will be dedicated to finding another job, fuck if it's another retail job if it gets me out of there I don't give a shit!!!

Guh. I just got this awful incoherent message from my best friend. She left it on our answering machine at 1 this morning. I think the worst has happened and she's broken up with her boyfriend. He was her first love and I can only imagine how she's feeling. I really wish I hadn't missed her call. :S