Tattoo #18 Done by Mike at Front St. Tattoos in Traverse City Michigan(: love it!

Hello everybody! Sorry it has taken me so long to reply back to friend requests and messages I got so caught up and busy in the crazy life of mine! I'm in the process and figuring out moving to the great ol' California! exciting stuff! also I have been busy trying to fix up and get some jailhouse tattoos covered. OH! and iI've been trying working on my fashion designing and style thinking bout starting my own business or company if possible! hopefully Cali will help further those dreams! <3 you all for being patient with me and supporting me. really a fresh of breath air(:

PS heres a photo cause you all have been so kind XD

I took these photos a looong time ago but honestly these are my favorites I don't look so stiff or awkard lol I shall post more up they will also be on my facebook page so check em out!

Probably one of the best shirt I have ever received. I will never get rid of it <3

on another note! I got a job! I actually start tomorrow and I am very nervous about it! also starting to look for a second job and look for my own place. EEP! Things are looking up people!

Got a Job interview today if i get this job it'll be my first real job ever! frankly i am very scared. I have had interviews before but I am just so awkward that i always screw up the interviews): everybody wish me luck and pray to the pizza gods that i dont mess this up! <3

Very keeps asking me "Why don't you date?" "whats so bad about dating?" Want to know why I don't date. Cause men are dogs. Don't tell me they aren't cause they are. you could have the sweetest guy who dotes on you buys you gifts all that and at the end of the day hes still a dog. How do I know this, you may ask? Cause I'm the Bitch your man calls at night when you are out with your girls. I'm the bitch that they hit up and when they are lonely and want a good fuck. I'm the bitch that has him constantly on his phone when you are trying to have a nice conversation with him. Yup I'm that bitch. Not like I mean to be that bitch. but I am and I deal with it. Sorry to burst your bubbles ladies. It's the truth. Doesn't matter what type of guy he is I have guys from all walks of life hitting me up for sex and nudes. not my fault. That is EXACTLY why I haven't bothered to date.

For a week now I have been Homeless, I must say it has been one of the toughest things I have been through. Sleeping in the snow is very uncomfortable and you get very wet and cold. I feel dirty, grungy and gross for I have not showered in daysm My hair is starting to form dreads. I have probably lost a total of 5 pounds this week from lack of food and everyone and everything that I see always ends up looking like a delicious New York strip steak.
Being Homeless has been the best experience in my life. It has taught me about whats important in life and what isn't. showed me how the real world works. yeah i was cold and sad and hungry every night and but I wouldn't trade that for the world. It has helped me figure out who I am and what I want out of life. and no matter how hard anyone tries to break me down and stop me from doing what I want to do. I won't stop. I'll do what ever it takes to come out on top. I promise you that.foxygrampa

Sooooo I'm not much of a writer. I've never been good with holding conversations or writing about practically anything. I'm a painter. I express and communicate how i feel through body language and painting. Painting is my life and will always be my life. I've always been an unusual and awkward child. My Grandfather used to tell me I am just like the ocean. indecisive and free, no man could ever tame me. They shouldn't even try.
I've never been one for relationships they always fail in the end. I either date the two-timing assholes to could care less or the possessive controlling jerks who think it's alright to hit women. I'm only 19 though so I know there's no rush for me to settle down. I got plenty of time and if I never settle down well thats fine by me too!
I like to people observe. I enjoy watching people and how they interact with each other and watch their body language. sometimes i even like to makeup life stories for them.
i just kind of ran out of things to write and say soooooo i'm just gonna leave it at that.