She

She may look good {sitting there}
Every inch of her flesh bare.
Pouty lips, bedroom eyes,
But I bet that image is edited.

She may look like your dreams come true,
The beauty you've always wanted,
But baby, I'm here and I'm real-
I am the one you can get your hands on.

01/09/09 F.H.

Bare

Not comfortable with
Allowing myself to be seen,
Knowing it makes a difference
Even when you say it doesn't.
Don't deny- you want perfection.

03/26/09 F.H.

Maybe it's just me. Maybe I pick the wrong SGs to compliment.
But do women not appreciate compliments from other women?
Even in a completely heterosexual, nonsexual way?

I think (and now this is just me) that I would appreciate comments more from a fellow female than from a guy. I mean, guys are SUPPOSED to compliment women, and most of the time we know what's going on in their minds (and in their pants) that's attached to any sort of compliment.

Maybe I got my hopes up that this was an interactive site. You know, a place where you could actually communicate with beautiful people. I think if I were a dude, I might have more luck on here.

I don't think people in general appreciate curves as much as they should. I have always been curvy. And I hope if I ever do lose some weight, I don't lose all of my curves. I wish some of mine weren't as filled out, but dammit, they're me. I am soft like a pillow- good to hug and snuggle up to. I won't break easily. And if you don't like it, boo on you.

I just can't get into it this year.... Christmas, that is. To complicate matters, I was born on the 22nd and have a twin, so we have to coordinate birthday plans with the family. I think I'll just skip it all this year. Let me go to sleep and wake up when it's done. Sounds like a great idea!

But I do wish all of you who are in the Christmas spirit a Merry Christmas. Maybe I'll come around one of these days.

I just want to put out a formal note of thanks to all of the SGs who let us know that they care about us lowly but paying members.

I have noticed that it's not the norm to receive a message from an SG- even if you've messaged her first. So, thanks to the girls who take the time to write back to their fans (especially Kraven). It's nice to carry on real conversations with hot naked chicks whose pictures I adore. I promise I don't want to stalk you- I just would rather feel a connection with you than feel creepy about staring at your pics!

From the depths of my mind...... a poem

I Hope

I hope you wear that dress again-
The one that makes you feel like a princess,
The one that makes you dance like a little girl,
The one that makes your eyes sparkle just so in the light,
The one that makes you feel on top of the world.
That dress is so beautiful-
Just like you.
I hope you wear that dress again.

11/11/08 F.H.

There's just something about women that fascinates me. We are vibrant, supple, tender, caring, nurturing, strong. It's really hard for me to put into words.
Women are sexy. Period. End of discussion. We come in so many shapes and sizes, and we all have our flaws and perfections.

Maybe it's the whole "forbidden" element of women being attracted to each other and having a relationship outside of the "normal" friendship boundaries that draws me in. I certainly wasn't raised to believe that it's ok. But, the more I look, learn, and live, I know that's part of me.

I am a happily married woman who happens to be bisexual.