Hope everyone is okay. Things have been very crazy and busy in my life. I don't have much to say... I just wanted to clear the depressing blog.

Well I haven't been on here in quite sometime now. I have had the worst six weeks of my life. First off, the reason I cut my hair was because my boss passed away. I just didn't want the looks I usually get at his funeral. He is a great man and will truely be missed.

Here comes the real shitty part. I was in Louisiana and was suppose to be playing a gig. I was having a great time going out and partying every night. I woke up in the hotel after a drunkin. crazy night, and look at my phone. There were a bunch of missed calls and some text messages saying "I'm so sorry. If there is anything I can do, let me know". I listened to the voice mails of people crying and telling me to call back. At this point I still didn't know what was going on. I called my dad and he said that my little sister was in a car accident and didn't make it. Apparently she was driving home after work and a girl was driving the wrong way on the service road. My sister never saw it coming because there was a big truck in front of her. It seemed like the longest flight home I had ever been on.

Sometimes I don't know if I can go on. I had questioned whether or not I should keep playing music before all of this happened. After the accident my phone started ringing of the wall with people wanting me to play. The strange thing is, none of them knew about my sisters accident. I took it as a sign that I have to play music. It's what my sis would have wanted.

Love you Becca. RIP





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Well I cut off my hair, and I bought a suit. I thought this day would never come. Never was into the whole "banker" look, but I have to admit I look pretty damn hot. LOL. Hope everyone is doing great.

Well I'm back in the gym. I forgot how muchI enjoy it. There is nothing like waking up in the morning and not being able to move. I'm kidding. I don't miss that part. It is fun working out again. I'll bea sexy bitch in no time!!

I'm hitting the gym. I haven't been in the gym in almost a year. When I stopped boxing I kind of lost interest. I can't wait to see how it goes. I actually miss it. I'm going to be a sexy bitch!!

Hope everyone had a great New Years!

I tried to load a video on here. I laughed so hard.

I guess I'm getting retarded. Not sure why it didn't work. Search YouTube for Seth Galifianakis outtakes. Hope I spelled that right.

Don't know why this makes me laugh so much. I damn near pissed my pants.




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Music has been my playmate, my lover, and my crying towel. ~Buffy Sainte-Marie

Well I almost got arrested. I got pulled over for speeding (38 in a 30), and i was signing the ticket, the cop asked "is there anything in your truck I need to know about?". Me, being a honest smuck, said "There is a gun in here, but it's not loaded." He asked to look and I said sure. The next thing I know I'm bent over the cop car getting cuffed. He said "I'm cuffing you for my safety". What the fuck is that suppose to mean? Am I going to run up to him and fuck him in the ass? I get the feeling he wouldn't have asked that question if I didn't have tattoos and long hair. Oh well, he did let me go. I guess that's all that counts.

I finally got some more tattoo work done. I had a five hour session and I'm actually sore from it. My new tattoo guy is very slow and he digs the needle into my skin. I don't mind the pain, because I like his work. Wonder if it's because he's left handed? LOL. Of course most of the work was done on the inside of my arm, you know, near the armpit. I just can't wait til I'm done.