i realized something the other day and it depressed me.

i have no friends close by me any more. my best friend moved to the other edge of the continent and in his absence i'm realizing that i've either moved away from or drifted away from everyone geographically close to me. i understand that i could pick up a phone and talk to someone, but i think i havent been so literally alone in a while and its a bit disconcerting.

this past saturday i did nothing. i didnt work. i didnt drink. i didnt go out. nothing. i did some chores around the house and watched a movie. by myself. which is pretty sad. its the only saturday i can remember in the last 4+ years that i havent done anything. and it just made me feel alone that i couldnt easily see a friendly face.

anyone want to hang out?