So finally spring is here in Auckland. I keep forgetting that the climate is somewhat different to the UK, spring doesn't equal sunshine with a nice cool breeze and cool nights. It equals waking up drenched in sweat and ridiculous hours of the P.M and A.M, having to scramble around for dry sheets and clothes and deoderant and then falling back into a restless sleep.
My libido is still down. Really down. Second or third year running. I wonder if it will ever return, i'm not entirely sure how it can. Is it stress? Is it subliminal depression? Both? Or just my body giving up the ghost permanently. That thought scares me. Sure there is more to life than the physical but if I am incapable of feeling anything then how am I su pposed to make anybody else happy in a relationship. Sob.
On happier news, I discovered the other day that Joanna Newsom and Smog will be playing a small little venue just opposite my house. Will be the second time i've seen Joanna, first time at the Birmingham Glee club and second time here in Auckland. October 16th baby, it is all good.
Also need to update the skylar website, i'm so slack but i'm working on the peter miles website so..oh golly gosh ain't life a big ball of fun.
My chinese room mates are making odd 'woo'ing noises. Must investigate...
My libido is still down. Really down. Second or third year running. I wonder if it will ever return, i'm not entirely sure how it can. Is it stress? Is it subliminal depression? Both? Or just my body giving up the ghost permanently. That thought scares me. Sure there is more to life than the physical but if I am incapable of feeling anything then how am I su pposed to make anybody else happy in a relationship. Sob.
On happier news, I discovered the other day that Joanna Newsom and Smog will be playing a small little venue just opposite my house. Will be the second time i've seen Joanna, first time at the Birmingham Glee club and second time here in Auckland. October 16th baby, it is all good.
Also need to update the skylar website, i'm so slack but i'm working on the peter miles website so..oh golly gosh ain't life a big ball of fun.
My chinese room mates are making odd 'woo'ing noises. Must investigate...
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