i find scary ,numbing find there is a stranger one that has your eyes lips mouth arms legs a restless stranger that keep walking keep breathing keep eating and living ,
i never understood people that lived in fear, like women whom can't walk home,people afaid of white power in mail ,afaid of darkness people afaid of people i alway thought that fear belong to somelse but when it touches you .
you realise that it always that it been that with every thing that you loved.

i know this is going to sound sad but fuck it here goes do you get the feeling you not living your life not the life you wanted where it's being thin ,fat , with tits ,with cock with money ,with out money free not free anything but this what i am now i alone lonely scared and numb can anyone help let me know l
lot's of love ewan