went to Melbourne (again) last weekend. Had a great time (again). I just love the lifestyle and the atmosphere, not to mention my close friends live there, and more of my friends are possibly moving down there as well. If my trip to America doesn't go through towards the end of the year, I'm going to move to Melbourne, otherwise start of next year it is.

I didn't think I was that drunk but looking at myself now, yes I'm really fucking drunk at the moment. How did I miss that

It's the right decisions that are the hardest to make

I've been trying to write this blog for a while now. A lot has happened but I really don't know what to say. Things are getting more intimate with my housemate/ex, which I'm really enjoying, but [for now] nothing official is going to come of it. We are really close and pretty much spend most of our time together, so it cuts that she doesn't want a relationship now. I was a little worried when she and her ex-gf were still seeing each other, but apart from having a bit of fun she is definite that she doesn't want to go back there again. She also let me in her biggest secret, which I must say I guessed it before she confessed but it was a big deal for her to tell me, and strangely enough I'm really cool with it. I know most people would freak out or look down on someone for that but I don't, which was why it took her this long to tell me. There is a shit tonne more going on but it's something I want to keep private, all I will say though is I have a lot riding on this in the hopes that it will pay out big. My best mate things I'm crazy and thinks it could very well destroy me inside and I agree with him, there just isn't many options left for me to take is all. Anyhow, this isn't the post I wanted to write nor how I wanted to write it but I'll just leave it at that and move on from here on out. For now I'm happy and really am exploring new and wonderful things, how long that lasts is unknown.

it's my mate's bachelor party this weekend and I don't know what to expect which makes it all the more exciting. We've been teasing his fiance about getting him tattoo'd with something really embarrassing but if that doesn't work out on the night well it's nothing some permanent markers wont fix

Speaking of tattoos, I've worked out my next one and it's pretty geeky. I'm just looking around the net for some references to use so I can draw up the design. It's going to be a 2-part design with each piece on each of my ankles and facing the same direction. I wont tell you what it is exactly but once I have done I'll show you

Hope my stomach gets better by the weekend, it's been un-easy all week so far

I tell you something you may not realise, I suck at keeping up with blogs. I mean I really suck at it. When I have something to say I can't be bothered to say it and when I don't, well that goes without saying. Doesn't mean I sit on my ass all the time, just some of the time :p

Guess what?! I'm going to AC/DC tonight courtesy of my boss for getting me a ticket. I didn't buy one because I was in the states at the time and didn't have the money to buy them (and still don't), but free is very welcomed indeed.

Other things going on, went to soundwave last weekend which was awesome. Maybe it's age but I was exhausted after the day and I didn't mosh as much as I usually do, sign of old age? My award for best act would have to goto AFI with Alexisonfire a very tight second, though they did win the award for biggest circle pit and most blood and injuries in a moshpit I have ever seen. Good work guys!

Through the magic of facebook I got in touch with my high school crush and planning to catch up next week oddly enough. I'm not attempting to start any flames but who am I do extinguish them

And yeah, going to AC/DC tonight if you forgot already!

happy australia day to all my bretheran

So what does does the new year bring? A restart? A new beginning? A reflection of the past or the same old shit? Which ever path you see yourself following it usually isn't the path you end up taking, but then that's not the point. The point is to choose a direction now and by the end of the year you evaluate the outcome as one that you were expecting or not and are you happy with the outcome regardless. It's a cycle that everyone follows, and don't say you don't set a goal or an accomplishment for the year because deep down inside you do because if you don't then why are you even living now? Apart from your social expeditions or outcries, a person who does not set themselves a goal for the future has no purpose to continue on because you have sought out what you ambitioned for and now just trying to re-live that moment of endeavour. The old saying I believe is true that it's not what awaits you at the end of the road but what encounters you along the way, and I believe it is this experience that we endure is what makes us the people we are and our lives worth living. So promise yourself whatever your heart desires, find your dream partner, go travel, buy a house, get laid because what you learn along the way will impact you more then what you expect to receive.

well I just came back from my xmas (being polish and all we celebrate on xmas eve, not on the actual day) and boy am I stuffed.

I wish you all a merry xmas and hope you rob some good loot from that fat fucking elf tonight!