Merh.
Money adds a certain stress to an otherwise nice and humble life. All I ask is for there to be no worry... but it's time again for another round of "stress test."
Part of me isn't worried though. I seem to recollect a time when I worked a real job. I did real good when it was busy... probably a lot better than when it wasn't busy.
I guess it's normal, but I still feel like a freak.
At least I don't have any friends on SG yet.
Maybe I just don't get it yet.
Money adds a certain stress to an otherwise nice and humble life. All I ask is for there to be no worry... but it's time again for another round of "stress test."
Part of me isn't worried though. I seem to recollect a time when I worked a real job. I did real good when it was busy... probably a lot better than when it wasn't busy.
I guess it's normal, but I still feel like a freak.
At least I don't have any friends on SG yet.
Maybe I just don't get it yet.
I'm simply ecstatic about this.
I was deeply infatuated with the whole production when I was young (I was also a little socially challenged it seems). I even used to act out the parts of the Phantom alone in my room. Word for word. Still can recite them all today.
Anyhow, I never got to see that damn play. A lot of people I knew did -- friends of the family and such. They all gave me some bit of merchandise they picked up after the show... so I had all the picture books and calanders.. the whole cassette of the show...
so this film is tremendously exciting for me.
yay!
I was deeply infatuated with the whole production when I was young (I was also a little socially challenged it seems). I even used to act out the parts of the Phantom alone in my room. Word for word. Still can recite them all today.
Anyhow, I never got to see that damn play. A lot of people I knew did -- friends of the family and such. They all gave me some bit of merchandise they picked up after the show... so I had all the picture books and calanders.. the whole cassette of the show...
so this film is tremendously exciting for me.
yay!
Enjoying illustrating with my new tablet... kinda wishing I spent more money on audio gear. Everyone I play with has better gear than I do... then again.. I dunno. I have a fetish for really crappy old electronics.
I have an incredibly old DJ mixer from the 70's.
I have two ATARI systems waiting to be modded.
Until recently, I had a fairly ancient laptop.
Though I'm more into experimenting with the irish sound and out-there alternative stuff these days. Bahrans and penny whistles with ambient guitar noises and quiet lyrics.
But I also wanna front a loud-as-hell rock band.
And I wanna get mental with the speedcore/industrial h.core noise. Programming everything live in Perl, re-soldering circuits, firebreathers, and industrial artists all locking horns for attention.
So much to do and so little time. Stupid mortality. Hate you.
I have an incredibly old DJ mixer from the 70's.
I have two ATARI systems waiting to be modded.
Until recently, I had a fairly ancient laptop.
Though I'm more into experimenting with the irish sound and out-there alternative stuff these days. Bahrans and penny whistles with ambient guitar noises and quiet lyrics.
But I also wanna front a loud-as-hell rock band.
And I wanna get mental with the speedcore/industrial h.core noise. Programming everything live in Perl, re-soldering circuits, firebreathers, and industrial artists all locking horns for attention.
So much to do and so little time. Stupid mortality. Hate you.
This sick addiction to old Final Fantasy games must end. At some point.
So I've been eyeing SG for a year or two now and finally gave in and bought an account. I just wish I coulda bought a whole year on my credit card. Why can't I, but I can get 3 months on my card?
Weirdness.
Anyway, I hope it'll be worth it.
Cheers.
So I've been eyeing SG for a year or two now and finally gave in and bought an account. I just wish I coulda bought a whole year on my credit card. Why can't I, but I can get 3 months on my card?
Weirdness.
Anyway, I hope it'll be worth it.
Cheers.
