For the first time I don't think I miss her all that much.

Is it just because I'm used to seeing her so infrequently?

Is it because we keep our lives so seperate that our relationship is starting to wear thin?

We used to call eachother each night that we were apart. Now I hardly notice. I wonder if this is going to be another relationship that doesn't end bad, but just fades to dust?

I guess I'll know tomorrow. She's having a party and it'll be the first time I've seen her in almost 2 weeks. I haven't even heard her voice in a couple of days. Maybe a few? That's always the deciding factor in anything -- the best anyone can do is distract you from what's standing right infront of you.

Once I see her, I'll know.