draw. write. paint. take on one thing at a time.

good luck.

Hugs

i have been able to express my creative side to keep my mind busy, and to just occupy myself, by drawing, and painting, and writing letters to my husband.
yet i feel the need to just stop, drop everything, and relax, but i fear my mind will start racing if i do, so i keep myself busy.
Im trying very hard to not let myself get too depressed or lonely, because i already feel an emense amount of depression, lonelyness, from missing my husband so much.
if i could explane my situation more i woud, but i cannot for the lawyers sake,
i got a tattoo in his honor, for my lifelong dedication to him, almost with a hope in the back of my mind that hed come home sooner. but i know a tattoo cant do that.
i know he will be out soon, and we can continue living our lives together, and have children. that knowlege keeps him and i going
a terrible circle im running in, but what can one do.
hopefully my extreem amount of stress will end eventually, once my husbands outa the clinger.