yiha!
i know where i'm gonna work next year, and it's not really a nice place... it's an hour and a half from my city, so i will first try to go by train everymorning, but if it's too tiring, i'll end renting a flat.
i'm part of those who need at least 9hours of sleep per night, so i think i'm gonna hate next year.
beside, the school is in a poor zone, and there are special classes for stupid kids (those who are under 80 at QI test). i don't mind if i have one or two, but if i spend next year teaching dummies how to not kill themselves with their scissors, it's gonna be long and tough...
i need some booze!
my neverending flue was in fact an allergy, i'm stupid!

we finally finished injecting stuff in the lizard tail, what a relief! i was so nervous each time we had to have our own (beer) injection after...
yesterday afternoon was out of time, i went to see my 80 years old grandma who keeps repeating the same things and we watched a telefilm about an autist boy and each time he had a crisis she said "what a spoiled kid! the mother sure doesn't take good care, glad he is in a foster family" and i couldn't keep smiling cause the poor boy was sick, in a special center and he was also being raped by the boynurse, based on a true story ).
so grandma was giving the TV education advice was i was just trying to forget it was more than 30 degres and she was stuffing me with awful grandma cake. but hey! it's family!

school is almost over and my pupils have started the "i'm so exited by holidays and at the same time i'm gonna miss my friends", so they don't work but chat during the lesson. so i know that capucine is going out with dorian and she's spending the weekend with him (she only 15 for god's sake!!!), that marion and sanah love army boys (especially planes pilots)and everytime they're out somewhere for a show or an exhibition, they run after them to take pictures.
amelie and gaelle, my 2 emo girls, don't come anymore, but i ran into them this morning in the park next to the school, they were playing on the kids things, with slides and squirrel cages and they tryied to hide in it when they saw me, i was laughing so much they probably heard me...
they made me a nice card with nce words: good bye forever, i will missing you, you sit forever in my heart and i love your brother ( )...
and they try to take pictures or film me with their mobiles (which is a bit forbidden, but i don't think they know it, i told them not to put me on the net, and they replied they would undress me and sell me on a special site, i had 2 choices, either pretend not to hear, or punish everybody, but hey! school is over! i didn't hear... )

in a few days, i will know where i will teach next year, probably a stupid school in a boring place, since this is what happened to all my collegues at the beginning of their carreer
but tonight it's beer time!
and my friend answered that she would be glad to go with me to prague in august, so it's getting a real plan. she's coming back from guyane in a month with her dog michel she adopted there, i can't wait to see them!!!

my gerbil is crazy cause i gave her some new straw (this is so interesting... but this is happening right now under my eyes and since i'm an animal lover, i can't just not talk about it, my gerbil rules! yeah! )

wow, this lisa is so numb, thanks TF1 for fulling my head with shit

i've finally finished being sick!!!
i can breath normally and my bf can sleep (apparently i was snoring so much he couldn't hear the storm, because there also was a storm, raining and all, but at the same time it was really hot, is anyone interested by the weather forecast?...)
this weekend is gonna be boring cause i have to work, but in a few days, praisegod and i are going to london , next week there's a huge party, tuesday evening will be full of beer, i'm going to morroco in july and maybe to tchek republic in august so it's not because this weekend is boring that my life is boring...
damn!
my pupils are ok, they have investigated on me and know now that i am a triplet and that i have a boyfriend, and they're so happy when they tell me something personnal and i blush and tell them "how the hell did you discover that?!"
being sick made my brain work a lot and i've made crazy dreams for a week: the house full of snakes of all sizes and colors and my dead dog telling me where to hide
the guy from a telefilm on M6 i watched some months ago, half naked in a log cabin at night and in winter
more snakes...
yesterday i watched children of men (which was awsome)so tonight was full of gunshots in a wasted land.
i'm so influencable!
speaking of being weak: this week i had an information about sects, because as a young teacher sent away from family and friends (not true for me but for a lot of my collegues) i'm an easy prey for that kind of thing.
so a cop came to tell us how to find out if an association is a sect, if someone you know is in a sect, giving exemple, like a new student who wanted to make friends, came to a party and 3 months after she was in a farm in USA, sleeping 3hours a night and praying for 6 and eating only bread and water...
that was the best conference we had this year!
i realised that if a cute boy told me "hey i like you, do you want to go with me to a reptile exhibition, then we can have sushis and go to the cinema and have great sex, and finally i'll take your soul!"
then i would say "yes!"

ffffffffffffffffffffiiiiiiiiiiiiiirrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this weekend, a kid from the school where I work set the detention room on fire. we know it's him cause he told people he would do it (do you believe someone can be stupid enough to tell that?! )
so the cops came at school yesterday to take the kid, who gave the name of a friend who apparently did it with him. so these 2 stupid boys are in jail at only 15 and my school is gonna be one of the worst of the area.
but it makes me smile cause i'm young enough to still do stupid things myself... (but not stupid-enough-to-get-you-to-jail things, though...)
i'm still sick, my lizard gets better, even though the vet had to reopen her foot cause it had scared too quickly, that means more injections to make...
i've just seen my sister and we planed a trip to Prague and Varsovie in August, i hope we'll manage to do it, we wait from our friend from Guyane to say if she will come too.
but first, i'm going to morroco next month for a week with my boyfriend, i can't wait the holidays...

i'm sick!
i got the flue this weekend cause i hiked for 13km in the fields at night and now i'm just good for nothing, as if i was drunk or if i had my head in a fish bowl...
and i can't find an open chemistry cause it's sunday...
tomorrow 's gonna be tough!

grrrrr!!!!!

just as i thought my boyfriend and i were better, this stupid human destroys himself! sweet holy lazergun, give me the power to annihilate the dummy badger!
let's explain: this weekend was rotten because of his awful gambling for motorbike. then we experienced the vet thing for the lizard which means we got closer for the sake of our baby ( ) and he was all nice, so i bought him the flip flops he had seen in a shop and he bought me some sushis, this was luuuuvvvvv!

but: he had been promising for a week he would take a day off so we could go somewhere (the zoologic park for exemple), and when i woke up this morning (i always wake up later than him) he was gone!!!! their was a post it on the table "need to go to work for some (shitty) thing, will be back soon". well he went back soon, to do some correspondence, pay his taxes, the rent and stuff, so i ate with myself and the living computer that was trying to eat some pizza between 2 really important papers.

then he apologized, "sorry, now i'm done, what do you want to do?"
i only had time to nurse the lizard (only 8 injections left) and his phone rang and it was suppa-bastard (his father) who told him to go home cause some guys were here for the swimming pool and no one was home and anyway, you take a day off, just do my chores that will leave me some time to be an asshole.
so he's gone, for at least 2hours, and i'm on my own in front of the tv.

i hate him, i hate his dad, i will destroy them all as soon as possible, just need to order some Abomb on the net...

at least i don't feel guilty for having a drink with friends yesterday evening.

back from the vet!
so, first of all, my lizard is a girl, which means esteban doesn't suit her any longer, need to find a new name, probably guam...

second of all, my vet is a strange annoying proud of himself inhuman man: he knows what he does but he only sees a patient and not my little friend, besides, he managed to break her tail by holding her too close from a metal table...

so, to conclude, my little fellow had an anesthesia and both feet open to get the pus out of them (my friend called her jesus...), and i have to give her an injection every day for ten days and to clean her feet as well.

it was the "first injection" time so i prepared everything, got the lizard, had my boyfriend hold her, and did the injection (difficult but i managed).
then i put the lizard back in her home and i discovered my boyfriend was almost dead on the couch: apparently he's scared of injections !
i must admit i didn't feel like "i'm the king of the world!!!" but after that i felt courageous and amazing because i was coldblooded and aware and took good care of my girl, whereas the man of the house was all green, i had to give him a glass of water!

yeah! i have superpowers! i can bear the pain (of others). i rule!

special thanks to charlotte and anais who supported me during the vet episode!!!

well, back home after a few hard times with the kids, the end of the year is just a pain, they just think about holidays and are sure they don't need to work anymore...
i'm bringing the lizard to the vet today and i'm a bit anxious about that, i hope he won't be cold or anything, specially that he just took a bath and i prefer him dry for the trip, i'll wait till he's all dry to put him in the travelling box (a shoe box in fact, but cardbord keeps warm and let him in the dark, which prevent him being too nervous like his mistress is right now).
i've smoked a lot today and have started eating everything i found, i must admit a care too much about this little buddy!

6am is just not an hour to wake up. i should tell my boss about that...

i' m a bit scared right now, i'm going to the vet for my lizard tomorrow because he has a swollen foot, it's the first time he will leave his vivarium since i have him and i hope he will be fine...
yesterday we spent the day outside selling some old stuff in the street, it was windy and then it rained and then i went home and i got sick! yeah!
i'm still waiting for the final answer but i obviously passed my exams.
my boyfriend and i are not speaking to each other just because i didn't want to go to a third motorbike shop on saturday afternoon and he decided i was boring and it has spoiled the entire weekend, no sex, no cuddles, no restaurant or cinema... yerk.
so, to recap, my lizard is sick, i'm sick, my relationship is sick. and there's nothing on TV and nothing in the fridge.
hell!