this weekend i stay in my flat to prepare some stuff before i went back to work, and i went visiting a medieval castle with my parents. this is the only thing to do here but it's very famous because it's the biggest in europe!

i don't know how to name those parts, but they are the oldest parts

an ugly lady...

my father having fun (after he ruined his brand new sneakers in mud)

my dad again, he stole that to a very ugly ruber man

the rubber man... we had a "what is he saying" contest and i won with:"hey look! we can see her tits through the peephole!" and "look, michel is showing his ass!"

my city from the top of the castle

we can see the place where i work in the background, near the ugly buildings...

the city would be nice if there weren't the ugly buildings...

and finally the little painting i did on my drawer:


so long...

so, i'm finally back to my flat and can send some pics:
so here is rennes!

cousin and sister in the thabor



having a drink with my cousin and xinh

the mythos festival

making out with a polar bear...

and paris!

bad picture of emilie, claire, camille, helene and maeva during the chick night

a well deserved drink after the H&M adventure where we all bought some underwear because it's what girls do (apparently...)

cigs from chile, i love the picture on it!

helene and kaduna playing newly weds after we heard wedding music in the subway and after my brother gave me some awful socks as a 25birhtday present (i bought him an expensive sweater...), the evening was crappy and fun

and that's all!

i'm experiencing my new life as a single...
i've been drinking with friends for a week now, friends from my hometown, from work and now from paris...
yesterday we sleptover, had some talk about make up, clothes, dates and today we had a very exiting eyeliner time, i'm not the worst...
today we're heading to h&m to buy some pregnancy clothes for my pregnant friend who has started having trouble closing her pants!
this is fun doing some girly stuff!!!!

so, i've been in rennes for a few days, it was nice, we went shopping, visiting, we drank a lot of cider and beer, ate some awsome crepes with hot salted fudge on it... went to a concert and i had a drink with nullXinh ....we had a nice time (i hope so...)!
i don't have pictures because i left my camera stuff in my flat, so it will be for the next time...
i love meeting new people, and i will meet some more soon in paris, hopefully...
for those who care the lizard has started eating again!
for those who care, i'm still trying to find a nice way to leave my bf but should be soon... i feel weird!

but it's fine, i'm ready, i had a dream about me kissing a new guy and i enjoyed it!!!
i also had a dream about running in the woods with wildboars and being attacked by giant grasshopers in my house...
take care!


edit a few hours later:
this morning i called my bf to tell him i was coming back in the city and he told me he wouldn't be here because he was preparing his stuff to go skiing this weekend with a girl from his job and also he'd like to end our relation because he'd like to date her....
i say: nice way to end a nine years relationship!
i hardly believe i spent the last months trying to work things out and he just goes skiing with someone else... i feel a bit disgusted even though i am relieved...

i need a cudle!!!

i felt like painting, again... so here is the beach box:


i've just come back from the north sea and i'm going back to rennes in a few days, so of course it is blue...
i feel a bit like those who show their cupcakes, as though colours were my ingredients and the taste is different everytimes, this one is a bit salty and bitter whereas the last one was sugar and spice...

although i'm cooking mincepie with soy sauce and fries right now...

let's talk about ludovic...
he's my favorite pupil, and this year he's been hit by a car and broke his nose and came back really happy because he felt important with his dressing, so he kept smiling (probably also thanks to painkillers...)
he almost killed the class twice: first time he perfumed himself in the classroom with cheap spray and the windows only open an inch...
then he put his school bag in gasoline, my classroom smelt for a week...

his new trick is: last time he came he had left old candies in his schoolbag and it was full of ants!!!
wa had to kill them for twenty minutes, the kids were panicked, and he was still smiling, saying "that's probably why i have ants in my bedroom...."

i really can't wait for the next one...

first a pic of the box i made for my sister's christmas present:

she's a doctor... (my sister!)

and now my weird weekend:
i argued with my bf on the phone last week, he said he wanted to have a break, it was ok for me but when i said so he said that he didn't want to have a break, just to see my reaction! so i had to tell him that i still had feelings for him but not as much as a few years ago... bla bla bla...
apparently the only things that matters for him is that i must move him, he doesn't care about how we don't share stuff anymore and we are total strangers and i'm much too independant...
anyway (i hate girl talk but this is an introduction for the following), i told him i was okay to do something on the weekend, (to set the dust on fire....to revive the flame... is that what we say? cause i call it delaying stuff... )i didn't really believe it but i just didn't want to be selfish. (and also i'm a real coward in the story)
so we went to boulogne in the north of france to eat seafood and visit the sea center.

i don't think sharks and seals helped me and my couple, at least not enough i guess but anyway we had a good time and i appreciated it, less than him of course, who believes our problems are over now that we had some crab and mayo together...
i don't want to be mean i just don't know how to react...
anyway, here are a few pics:


the tanks are huge, the animals are in good health, and considering the price we pay to visit, i think they are well fed...
at least we'll have some good memories together...

i was too tired to work so i've been painting...

that's a box for my friend anais, i'm not a huge fan of orange and purple, but i think she is. (hope so...)


i put some felt in it so it's soft and cute...

the girl has a huge head, but anyway...
if you like it there is another one on praisegod 's blog. if not:

ps: i know my pictures sucks i hope the painting sucks less...

yesterday we took the pupils to a concentration camp near strasbourg, the struthof, we had a eleven hours bus trip and spent 3hours on the site!!! the pupils were strangely nice, especially since it was snowing and that's their first snow this year, they were pretty discreet with snow balls... in the bus, we had a few vomit (which cheered up everyone.... "what the hell is this bitch doing!!! miss! this asshole is vomitting on herself!! yerk! it stinks!" and diferent lovely stuff...
we also got lost on a montain road with no way to turn back, broken car on the side and lots of snow, and they freaked out, so i tryed to confort them: "it's high, isn't it? look! it IS high! and the snow! it's slippy, and the driver looks young enough to be a trainnee.... what? you're afraid of heights? oh sorry, you must feel really bad right now, because it is SUPER high!!!" and we got stuck in a village, we had to knock at villagers doors to move their cars...

and when we were there, they kept yelling and screaming because it was a huge icering, so they had so much fun on a place where 20000people died...
they also found the prisoners suits fashionable because it's stripped...

but it was cool and i had a very nice day!


edit: this is the bin day! yesterday when i asked the pupils if they had anything to throw in the bin they said "yeah, the teachers!"
and today i saw a mom in the street saying to her two years old daughter "come here or i throw you in the bin". must be something in the air...

i had a nice weekend!
i spent saturday evening with a friend from berlin and my friends from the tattoo shop who have just learnt they're having a baby so it was really pleasant to find some stupid names for the baby and think about all the awful stuff we could do in a few years when we would babysit... like teaching the wrong words for things telling him bad language, having him (or her???) watching horror movies and eating candies at night... i'm really exited!

on sunday it was warm so we went in the woods with my ten years old cousin, he took his plastic machine gun to protect me from the villains (he's watched robin hood a lot lately...) and we walked in the river with rubber boots but at the end he was so wet he finished in underwear at the back of the car, then i met some old friends who were playing golf in a field:

and we also walked in the water, pretending to be rambo:

bf couldn't because he had a hole in his boots, so he played on the trunks:

the most courageous walked, the others...

we saw daffodils and violets (and a lot of plastic bags ) :


at the end i was totally exhausted ans cold, so i went home and had some cider with cheese sandwich, yummy!

and now a weird word about my longtime relationship you should not read if you don't care about girl's feelings:

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