it was really nice even though i learnt a few things that pissed me off... for exemple that my ex BF, (we broke up a month ago) already has a new GF, and showed her to my friends and his parents , and everyone is telling me how happy he is, and i feel like "yes, of course, i really ruined his last 8years, i'm deeply sorry..." so i've decided not to pay attention to all that, even if it means loosing a few friends anyway if they think that way they are not true friends, and i'm preparing my holiday by sparing as much money as possible to go anywhere but here.
the good thing is that i've realised who i could count on and who i couldn't and also i went to his appartment to take the few things i had left there, and stole some cigarettes and the lamp so tonight when he comes back from his "amaaazing weekend", he won't have light.... bwahaha!

i'm tired, but i feel relieved to be away from all this mess, and i have started dispising him a lot, so i guess we won't be friends after all, and i fucking don't care!!!